Daily Comments #7- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

Didn't like the stuff when I first bought it, but now I do. (Nutella)

2nd time this month, I've eaten so late at night, and that is abnormal for me. Last time it was peanut butter. (toasted English muffins)

And, ugh........ my heart(emotional heart) is still sore.

Random as hell....ready?
GO!
My shoulders hurt from my sunburn.
Why am I so frickin gassy? I feel like the goodyear blimp.
Where the heck did this damn rash come from?!?
I hope I can scrounge together enough money for a beach trip.
Bella (my Beagle) needs her nails clipped...can't "I" do that?!?
WHY am I all alone when I have so much love to give...surely someone out there needs me.
I want a mojito.
There have been some really hot girls at the pool lately...too bad I am old enough to be their dad
I can't wait to see my daughter again. She is the air in my lungs and the blood in my veins.
Nap time!

Why do I exist still?
Once I was formidable, but now I've been whittled down by the grinding poverty along with the steadfast pressure of human stigma & discrimination.
Unlike the majestic beauty of sculpted rocks of the Garden of the Gods there is nothing pleasing of what remains of me.
I'm but an empty husk, the esprit that once resided within has long ago dispersed leaking out, to leave wet remains momentarily behind to dissipate in the air.
Human litter blown about by the whims of politicians, whom are guided not by consciousness, kindness nor compassion but by self gain.
I neither toil nor spin provide no beauty and yet not allowed to end my suffering nor afford the cost of healing.

I cannot believe, it's time to go and I had to wait for the little girl I watch!!! OMG!! We are all just ready for vacation then.

Alright, close call. But made it completely on time! The joys of being part of watching a little girl grow into a young lady.

Loving this song, it's a hip hop day for me...

I have to get some work orders, order lists and paperwork sorted and ready for the next season. If I get it done tonight, then I can breeze right into the final day of the season...can't wait!!!

It's lost, but at least I went to the post office.

Sigh, I feel so conflicted.

I shouldn't have to live my life in fear because of some ****heads.

Ya know I made a comment that I seemed to be do much better when the family of mine if you can call it that, is poked with a very long stick told to get the **** back.

get back, poke poke. Get Back... Throws a rock.

I can't be believe still she's put me in this position. ****ing ***** thinks she owns my life huh?
Glad I took two hours to write an email.a fact, what I remember, and ya know she had no right what she's recently did.it was calm, no cursing No sarcasm.....
I'm still angry though,

Guess who's not getting my new info when I move and change number. And has it coming with what she's done.

God I just want to be blunt!, not you're life and thanks for ****ing with mine.

And yet you are still impressive.

It's amazing how my emotions just seem to jump in the car and take a drunken joy ride from time to time. My emotions are all over the place...and in the end I am just depressed, sad, lonely...oh God I am so desperately lonely!
I need to work on me so that I am worth being with when it's my turn again.
Bring on the Big Book.

Its a red red wine kind of day here at the household of crazy robots =D

Does it ever END?! Can't even make dinner/lunch arrangements with the female FRIENDS in my life!!! without some snide comment!!!

YEAH....I'm a just meeting ALL the MEN online, yeah....I'm just out there .....****ing around, yeah!! Buddy!! yeah

Brings the kids into this, again...you manipulative tool!!

"no, on [this being] imaginary scenario I just don't want to tell our boys that something happened to their mother because she meet some loser online"

'my best friend from 8th grade is not some loser. And what men am I meeting online?'

"just saying'"--he says..

Just saying he says?!

I love adele and her voice but i hate her music because it can get pretty depressing if you listen to it more than once. then these thoughts would enter your mind and you're like, oh i wish i didn't listen to her songs. Other than making you depressed, she's a wonderful singer.

Sometimes I plant my feel squarely on the ground and look up through the leaves of a great old tree and everything slides into place. Suddenly there is perspective again. Suddenly my head is clear and things that bother me don't seem to matter as much.

trying to stop being insecure and ignoring all the jerk's criticism. omigosh, you don't know what pokemon is? do you know this pokemon character? Seriously, who cares? If you like pokemon, fine, but don't try to make me like it or act like a know-it-all. Nobody likes that kind of attitude.

I also want to dissolve all misconceptions about other people, like in terms of their culture and things like that.

I am willing to give up the past. I need someone who's willing to listen. Unfortunately, high school kids aren't very mindful of how others feel. they just go with the crowd. If everyone else is like doing something and if one guy does not do it and others try to encourage it but he/she tries to resist it, they will be like omigosh can't believe you're so lame. wait until they get to college, things will be very different. nobody will care about what you wear or how you do your hair or how smart you are. in fact, that kind of attitude is going to turn people off. I'm not even talking about anyone here and yet i feel like i'm addressing the person who's asking for it.Gosh, why should i care what he says? He's just as mixed up as the rest of them.

everybody in high school sure loves to gossip. sometimes i get so interested i join into those conversation. i wish i could be teh better person by staying out but since it's so captivating you just want to be a part of it.

why is it that humans feel the need to imitate others? why can't we be unique?
man, i wish there's a straight answer to this type of question. I guess not. We all want to conform, we all want to be liked, and in the end, that popularity and conformity isn't going to matter because in the end we'll grow apart and live our own lives separate from each other.

I get the loneliness thing. And don't be trapped into thinking that if you were "with someone", it wouldn't be that way anymore.

The moments where my husband and I are even remotely on the same wave length seem to be getting fewer and farther between. This is very frightening to me.

Having an intelligent conversation is like nirvana to me---and it's just about the LAST thing he feels like doing.

(((((*****Sad sighs*****))))))

Contemplating a LOS Prevention measure. Easy fix. I like the pay system that we do, the director wants it like the other schools, the other managers want what was already in play in my place. It needs one minor adjustment, and there will be no reason for the director to not comprehend it.

Alright, work wasn't the only thing I woke up thinking about this morning, but that's OK.

I did two more loads of laundry last night. Kids add up with laundry...ugh.

I still have my clothes and towels. But that won't be tonight. That's another couple loads. It will be another late night.....

Game night!!

Things sure seem different all of a sudden.
I love how I am thanked and looked out for and communicated with....then a couple of bad days and now my ex only talks to me about our daughter. And when something needs to be done, she says her new man will handle it.
Humph.
Oh but I get to cut the grass.
I had hoped....oh hell who am I fooling, she has moved on and I need to stop lamenting my loss and do the same.

I'm going to pass on the oral ms med, too. Sometimes the side effects are worse than the illness, and frankly, I'm in shock reading the literature on it...

The rumors of Colonel Crusty's demise were exaggerated. He's been by for dinner the past two days. That is one tough cat. It's several years too late but I think it's time to trap him and have him fixed.

I wish I knew if I put the charger cables on correctly. I know the colors are right, but not sure of the placement on the terminals and did I need to take the batter cables off first or is it alright just to clip on the posts underneath them? I don't know why I'm supposed to know how to do everything around here. I guess I'll have to figure it out myself, nobody around to show me.

does watching gay porn make a person gay? why do i have the tendency to do this? because I'm a teen. A lot of teens are lucky they have a life. I don't because my friends never invite me out and i'm stuck with my television and computer.