[the sad queen]

i usually go then come back here. i just prefer to come to share updates from my life, if i need help or if i can help someone; as its best place to share and help without having reply from someone mean or misunderstand.

so updates

well i still have the picking good collage problem i mentioned few months ago as its not easy to pick the one i like in my country its all a matter of marks which inst fair, but i'm hoping to get in good one.

my life mostly on net in the mean time unfortunately i don't have real life friends to hang out with them, and my mom usually busy with home stuff to go out with her. she doesn't let me go out alone though im old enough to take care of myself and i don't have good tools to work on new handicrafts pieces.

i still have the issue of having many speak in my mind and making me feel things i don't feel, or maybe i feel but these voices denying instead of making me feel, oh well it confuse me when i think about it and feel that i'm actually feeling nothing in the end so i cant explain it in right way. i try to use it to make different characters to entertain my online friends, to help me when i write stories, and it makes me feel better, but sometimes i get depressed from it.

thats all

[Skeezyks]

Thanks for sharing your update, sad queen. I'm an older person. I'm pretty-much reclusive by choice. Almost all of my contact with other people is here on PC. It sounds like you have some difficulty expressing the thoughts, or voices, that you experience. I know, from my own experience, how difficult it can be for me to express what's going on inside my head. More often than not, it just seems to end up sounding silly to me. So, in the end, I just tend to keep this stuff to myself... not that this is a good idea. It's just what I've come to. My best wishes to you...