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#627
May 16, 2018, 12:43 PM
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Lethargic, but managing....
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 What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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#628
May 16, 2018, 01:29 PM
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I'm alright so far today.
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| katydid777
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#629
May 16, 2018, 04:53 PM
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Roller coaster ride the last ten days. Worry so bad I was making myself sick. Knocking myself for being so uselessly worried. Happy but convinced it wouldn't last; that something would happen to tank the goodness in my life - which ended up being short lived after all. Now I am devastated.
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| katydid777
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#630
May 16, 2018, 06:17 PM
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Kind of sick to my stomach. I don’t know why but whenever I eat poultry it really does a number on me. It’s not food poisoning because the other people in my family don’t experience this, but almost immediately after eating chicken I get nauseated. I woke up feeling sick last night. I decided not to have steak for dinner because the thought of meat in general grossed me out. I’m drinking a small milkshake and a diet drink because I just can’t deal with solids right now. Am PMSIng this week. So I’m wondering if I’m feeling sick because of that. Also I was in a hot room for 5 hours. So I’m just not feeling the best right now.
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| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#631
May 17, 2018, 08:55 AM
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Confused. I'm tired of having to take a pill for everything: sleep, mood, etc. I just want to be normal again but it's not going to happen. I'll never get back into society. I've always been what my signature says "A target for faraway laughter or sadness".
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Forget the night...come live with us in forests of azure - Jim Morrison |
| 88Butterfly88, katydid777
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#633
May 17, 2018, 10:08 AM
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Woke up, felt great, and within five minutes of me being conscious, my stomach started hurting and the anxiety was right there, crushing and intrusive. So...normal?
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| 88Butterfly88, katydid777
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#634
May 17, 2018, 10:55 AM
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I'm feeling anxious today. |
| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#635
May 17, 2018, 08:10 PM
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Pretty okay, but I can feel the anxiety hovering at the periphery, waiting to strike. lol Not today, sucka. *starts playing Warframe*
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| katydid777
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#636
May 17, 2018, 08:36 PM
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I feel ok. I have a slight headache. I’m kind of nervous about work tomorrow.
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| katydid777
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#638
May 18, 2018, 07:41 AM
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I always have a difficult time when I first get up, but today, after I have been up for a little while I am ok, at least until my MIL gets up.
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#639
May 18, 2018, 09:40 AM
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| katydid777
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#640
May 18, 2018, 09:54 AM
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Not too bad this morning. Started getting a bit anxious (I've only gotten about four hours of sleep), but then I took the dog for a walk, and my mood improved. Now, for coffee...
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| katydid777
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#641
May 18, 2018, 11:31 AM
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Right now I'm a little freaked out and feel disgusting. I went for a SHORT walk and picked up 32 ticks, a new record for me. Usually it's just four or five.
Edit: 33 Last edited by Anonymous43918; May 18, 2018 at 02:00 PM. |
| katydid777
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#642
May 18, 2018, 01:17 PM
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Pretty good, though my cat is trying to get me to give her more food.
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| katydid777
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#643
May 18, 2018, 06:12 PM
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I’m glad it’s the weekend.
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| katydid777
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#644
May 18, 2018, 07:00 PM
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Crabby and irritable.
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| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#645
May 19, 2018, 04:44 PM
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I’m feeling kinda bad. I went to a shower today. One of my cousins is such a jerk to me.
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| katydid777
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#646
May 20, 2018, 06:17 AM
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This morning I am in a bit of pain, anxious, and stressed.
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| Michael2Wolves
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#647
May 20, 2018, 05:13 PM
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Well I just found out I don’t have to be at work at 6:AM tomorrow. Instead they moved me to Tuesday afternoon. I was stressing out real bad about getting up at 4 after sleeping poorly last night. Plus I hate working in the mornings in general. Now I have Tomorrow off. I can watch the American Idol finale tonight and tomorrow night and do some shopping tomorrow.
So I feel pretty good now that I don’t have to deal with a stressful situation. It rarely works out so well. It feels nice. |
| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#648
May 21, 2018, 06:30 AM
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Right now I'm feeling very depressed and I feel sore all over. I might take a bubble later on to relax.
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| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#649
May 21, 2018, 06:38 AM
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Kind of sad. just heard my manager is going to resign soon. Even though we have worked for a short time, she is the best manager that I've ever had.
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| katydid777, Michael2Wolves
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#650
May 21, 2018, 10:47 AM
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I am feeling ok today, I don't have my MIL.
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