What did the universe tell you today?

It told me that sometimes, it's alright just to stop being so enormously brave, fighting shadows --- and just go back to bed, and give your brain a rest.

Yes the weather is very nice these days. Yes, the garden is in full bloom and yes the neighbour's cat is prowling about at the bottom of the plum tree but don't forget nature needs help from time to time too. So give the local tidy town groups a second thought this year.
*Tidy towns groups* in Ireland do voluntary work landscaping the community painting decorating and collecting discarded rubbish for recycling.

There is no need to be anxious, this therapist is so much better for me and wont make me feel less deserving of getting help. She will help me where im at, as long as i put my effort into therapy she is there to help

But you probably weren't paying attention.

Today will be a challenge not to get overly stressed, but i have the coping skills to help me

Today will either be a good day or stressful

This is temporary. Keep on keeping on.

To enjoy the day and don't worry

You can only go so fast.

(No, I'm not really talking about the speed of light. But that's true too.)

I wasn't. Need explashun cos my brain hurts nao.

To enjoy my last day from doing nothing and don't worry it will be ok

That it's excellent, even outstanding, to be different. Just chill, work, study and you'll get everything you ever wanted in life.

Remind me what this equation translates in English? Is it an astrophysical equation? Judging by the gravitational constant divided maybe by period?


Ah, well, what a biology student has to do with it anyway? Haha.

(I just had to. I want to be an excellent life scientist after all.)

I'm glad people were amused.

For the curious, it's actually the Gibbs-Helmholtz equation. It has to do with the free energy (G) of a system.

All things preferentially move towards a state of lower free energy, so it's a pretty important thermodynamic principle. And various other free energy equations allow you to determine things like the equilibrium state of a chemical reaction under given conditions so, for example, you can calculate how much feedstock to put into an industrial system without waste ...

But, let's face it ... I picked this one because it looked cool.

The big sky above and beyond told me the it is I who is important to me. I do not need to be putting myself in difficulty on someone else's problem.

No, it's their circus and their monkeys.

Yes it looks very cool and intellectual but my brain needs coffee for free energy.

Things may be scary for now, but... it will get better. Everything passes eventually.

That I am a strong girl and today is day #1 that I am facing the world as a new teenager.

Everything will turn out to be ok just remember to trust my support team

You can do it. You knit this blanket and now you can weave in the ends. You got this.

You really can. One stitch at a time.

Thanks Possum! I was really not looking forward to it, but I watched some youtube videos and found some alternative as well as better ways for weaving the ends in.

that amazon used to be just a book shop

never knew that

Everything will be ok no need to be so anxious