How are you feeling right now #6?

Depressed this morning

A little bit sad, but overall, pretty good.

I feel tired,I am a bit depressed and upset,I am restless,bored and lonely....I crave company.

Tired & calm. This week is becoming my best week since maybe early December last year. Psychotherapy & meds are doing their job!

My gynecologist appointment went... ok? I couldn’t tell if she didn’t have any knowledge, is against transgender people, or was just utterly confused. But she told me how to get off my birth control. Then she said “if you change your mind and want to go back on the birth control give me a call.” Uh, that’s not how this works. I was very glad to get out of there.

I have to start loving myself and stop being self critical.

SELF LOVE

When you love yourself,you attract better.
You let the universe know that you deserve
the best by treating yourself well.Everything
starts with how you feel about yourself.Feel
worthy.Feel valuable.Feel special.Feel deserving of receiving the best.
It will happen for you.
@Synchronistic

I don’t even know what or how I’m feeling right now. If it’s good or bad or anything.

I’m grieving.

I feel stronger around certain aspects of my reality. I'm smiling.

I feel much warmer now for having chopped logs.

I miss chopping logs...
Wistful, I guess.

Depressed this morning

Right now I'm feeling a little bit overwhelmed.

Very tired; its been a tough day.

The doomsday clock moved up today, Australian wildfires, bizarre contagious diseases, uncertainty about my job. Just gotta keep feeding my Xanax addiction to keep me calm. Right now I feel alright.

Sick and tired still

Good on you, @Access Denied. You're doing so well, you're an inspiration, and we're very, very proud of you - I mean that. Keep up the great work.

Feeling okay within myself. Like maybe I've emerged through the light at the end of the tunnel [but one must not become too conceited.]

Right at this moment, pretty calm.

Late last night was worse. I was called out at 3 AM to a very serious accident close to where I live.


For reasons of member distress, I'll keep this short.

Multiple vehicle accident of 3 cars, 5 people and two dogs in a country lane.


Fire brigade had to access injured from a mangled car. Vet on the scene put the dogs to sleep. Very distressed mother of 3 teenagers, the other adult, a man killed. I failed to revive him.


Ambulances too full to take the mother (thankfully not injured), so I drove her to A&E and stayed with her til 6 AM then drove her home, staying with her while she phoned relatives.

I didn't have to stay with her. But accidents distress people so bad that I felt it my duty. Came home at 7 AM.

I don't think I can do this anymore.

Oh my gosh. So heart wrenching and awful @Access Denied. You're a super woman!

And from what I know about you, you have resilience, resourcefulness, and courage, to get through, cope through, very difficult scenarios, AD. Don't throw in the towel please, and I know you won't, because your country needs you. The people need you!

We're behind you 110% here AD. You have our full love and support, my friend. Just keep pluggin' away.

Mixed emotions this morning

Stay strong @Access Denied HUGS Kit

Not really sure how I am feeling this morning. Guess I am not feeling much of anything.

Feeling well. Looking forward to the day.