[The Great Forest]

I..feel good about myself ,I feel like I have the world at my feet and im strong ,beautifull and a genuine person.I feel very good about myself even though so many things are missing from my life like :friends,a job ,creativity(?) ,a good routine ,being healthy ,and I could go with a few other things on .But I feel good about myself even though im so young (18) and have a lot ahead of ,im just gratefull ,my parents are kinda poor I mean we don’t starve or anything but we live in a small apartament(small like 1 room for us and the rest is bathroom and a kitchen) but with all of these things happening I feel like Im just at the end of my life and im going on these good memories (while in fact I just feel good and Im not going over memories).

I gave up on social media too ,even though that might get me in trouble during these times ,I don’t care !
My mental health is first and everything else is second.

But the reason im posting this here is simple ,im wondering if my subconscious is making me feel like this so I don’t feel pressured by other things?

It’s just a small worry but I think it can make a difference in my future if its something serious.
On another side whenever I go outside im very happy!

Im also very happy at all times and feel good about myself 7.5/10 times 24/24 and so on.

P.S : Don’t know if this is the right topic to post this to.

[mote.of.soul]

Hi The Great Forest,

Going by what you've explained here, I don't think there's anything to feel concerned about really. You sound smart, stable in mind and thought, good self awareness, and I just think carry on the way you are now. It's good to examine one's life, seeing if there might be a problem hiding somewhere, sure, but the fact that at this stage of your life you feel happy and good about yourself is a great bonus, a blessing. Build on it and your life will continue to be a life you can be happy about. I mean obviously negative things or people may come and go too, but with a good sense of self, such as yours, it'll be okay.

Thanks The Great Forest. Sending good thoughts to Romania.

[The Great Forest]

Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

Hi The Great Forest,

Going by what you've explained here, I don't think there's anything to feel concerned about really. You sound smart, stable in mind and thought, good self awareness, and I just think carry on the way you are now. It's good to examine one's life, seeing if there might be a problem hiding somewhere, sure, but the fact that at this stage of your life you feel happy and good about yourself is a great bonus, a blessing. Build on it and your life will continue to be a life you can be happy about. I mean obviously negative things or people may come and go too, but with a good sense of self, such as yours, it'll be okay.

Thanks The Great Forest. Sending good thoughts to Romania.

I think this is the first time someone says me a compliment like that .I mean sure i was complimented before but i've never felt as that person was meaning it ,i was in so much pain a few years ago ,and though it wouldn't end!
Im so glad i got through and im so good right now!
I thank you for the kind words!

[Hi IM Dan]

Hi Great Forest,

I just saw your other post you forgot to mention here your good at autocad and interested in pursuing it. It sounds like your well ahead in life, to be happy with yourself and have ideas or interests in what youd like to become at 18 you are blessed as these are good fortunes. You sound like you are InTouch with yourself and I think that whatever your doing currently you should continue if you see them as healthy habits.

If it bothers you not to be on social media introduce it slowly, your doing great keep up the good work.

[The Great Forest]

Originally Posted by Hi IM Dan

Hi Great Forest,

I just saw your other post you forgot to mention here your good at autocad and interested in pursuing it. It sounds like your well ahead in life, to be happy with yourself and have ideas or interests in what youd like to become at 18 you are blessed as these are good fortunes. You sound like you are InTouch with yourself and I think that whatever your doing currently you should continue if you see them as healthy habits.

If it bothers you not to be on social media introduce it slowly, your doing great keep up the good work.

Thank you for your kind words but while i do have those my biggest problem is studying ,because all my life i was the last one or between those and kind of barely passed .
And while that is a big problem i know i have ambition because i've done studying before when i needed it the most and i didn't let myself down but otherwise i didn't study and recently i tried slowly to work my way up and incorporate it in my daily routine ,haven't been sucessfull so far but i believe in myself!
Social media is another part..i don't like it ,i see no point ,maybe after university but for the me now it serves no purpose.
Thank you for being so kind towards me and thank you for your words!

[Gestaabo]

To me sounds like you got some admirable qualities of looking at the positive side of things. Goes hand in hand with resiliency too. Keep your chin up and stay on top. Rise above this world and it’s flaws. You can be on top of it all if you just keep that way of thinking and living.