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#976
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Had my check in with my pdoc, alls well. Next check in is 6 months.
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Nammu Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. ... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#977
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I feel ok. A little bit bored and antsy but not too bad. I've been watching the news today. It was weird seeing the Today Show on Sunday and seeing Savannah. Weird times we live in.
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#978
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It's all ok. Wave of fatigue earlier today and fell asleep at 5PM. No apparent reason. Slept until 1:00AM. Curious. Will help in re-aligning my sleep schedule though. [I'm hoping]
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#979
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Crap. I hate my job.
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#980
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I feel better then earlier. I ate some pretzels. I heard salt helps an upset stomach.
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#981
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Just taking it one hour at a time today.
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#982
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![]() I saw one of the guys drinking Orange Crush and it turned my stomach. Sent from my iPhone
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![]() ![]() Hmmm....looks like some good tips in here. "Okay, enough photos. I'm a very BUSY Business Kitty, so make an appointment next time." |
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#983
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My test results for my endoscopy came back but idk what they mean. A bunch of big words and "the test strips came back fully submerged" and all kinds of shyt that sounds freaky. I'm waiting until my doctor calls and trying to stay calm.
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#984
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A bit better today.
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#985
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I've just been wanting to do stuff lately. I have a lot less paitence for just sitting in front of the TV all day like I used to. Its almost like how I was prepandemic. Always going out before 11AM then coming home to chill after. I think its a good thing.
And when I go out I don't get paranoid anyone is looking at me. And I can make small talk with the cashiers. Idk what happened but it was good whatever it was. |
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#986
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Please let today be okay. I have double Year 8s which means 2 hours of Year 8!
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#987
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#988
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#989
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#990
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I was doing ok until like 45 minutes ago. Now I don't feel good.
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#991
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I woke up about 30 minutes ago and I believe I have this fresh new mind. Last night's Lorazepam succeeded in helping me have a good night's sleep! And now I feel like I can try to do some of my goals like:
1. no more makeup buying and mostly do not put on makeup 2. do not idle time shopping through Amazon or anywhere else and definitely no online shopping but those few times with Amazon 3. just stay at home!
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Hi! I'm bexca and I have Schizoaffective disorder |
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#992
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I'm kinda up and down today. My anxiety is ok but my moods are iffy. My stomach is ok.
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#993
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#994
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I am doing great. i thought i would never write a sentence like that. Ever. Well, i just did. I am doing great.
Quit anti-psychotics last December. Quit anti-depressants about 2 months ago. I feel like i am the most me, most myself, than i have ever been. Not saying i am a great person, at all. I have many flaws. But it still feels nice to feel like me. Quit smoking cigarettes about a year ago. This is my day 9 without alcohol and drugs. Total self-care Sunday going on. 6 kilometer (3,7 mile) brisk walk in the morning. Super healthy vegetarian food (that is the case always). Warmed up my sauna and when i am there, it is just me, my sauna and my sweat. Everything else blocked from the universe. Washed myself thoroughly. Cold water therapy. Meditation. After being single since 2009, i am in a romantic relationship again. Things are going really well, regarding me and her. Everything for her ![]()
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Man is fully responsible for his nature, choices and lifestyle. - Jean-Paul Sartre. |
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#995
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Wow... guess who is not doing great? OMG...
Pressure piling up... Pressure piling up. No friends, no family, no relatives, no treatment contact whatsoever. Only my crush who very recently became my girlfriend. Been grinding... alone here... getting stuff done... Everything for her. I think i am gonna relapse.
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#996
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I didn't take a look at the can of this chocolate drink I had last night. It expired May 10th 2021. So I've been sick since last night. I've still gotten everything done but I feel like crap physically. Mental health wise I've made some good progress on my anxiety.
Now I have this bad headache, and like what do you do when you just have the cooties or some shyt real bad.
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I like bright blue skys blue lakes and blue raspberry flavored anything Last edited by Mountaindewed; Jul 23, 2024 at 02:50 PM. |
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#997
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The new thread is here: Checking in: how are you? #2
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