[Sally71487]

I have been dreading it since last year.. Fathers day is right around the corner. Last fathers day my dad died. I saw the whole thing happen, i had my card in my hand the whole time and he did not get to see it. I work at a CVS and of course they decide to put all the fathers day cards right next to my department... I looked over this morning and saw the card i had for him last year and started hysterically crying at work. Its so painful, i feel like i see him everywhere i go. I found myself running in the door the other day to tell him some news and forgot he was not there anymore. I keep seeing him in my dreams and hes always trying to tell me something but i can never understand it. I miss him so much.. he was so young. its so unfair! he would have been 59 this year

I'm sorry you're hurting. And yes, he was too young. I understand. My dad died when he was 42.

[bearchic34]

(((((Sally)))) The first year of grief is like a fog. I know it doesn't seem like it but it truly will ease. Tell him the things you want to. I believe he can still hear you. He was way too young to go and had way to much to live for.

As for work the should be able to help you a bit by moving you around, that shoudn't be a big deal. But don't be worried about breaking down in tears. So you gotta tak a few minuted to get ahold of yourself. They will deal. Explain to the manager what a difficut time this is and why. Tell her you may need some extra heelp for a few days. And make them stick with it, ~hugs~ I'm sorry about you dads passing

[Pomegranate]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My dad died when I was 12.