june 11

tomorrow thats when his ashes get dumped back on the land he came from. finally. i cant go there in person and i wont say bye to you Dad. ill say wehat tyou said on the phone forever last time- we'll talk to you later.
your loving daughter

Thank you for posting this. Below is what your post elicited in me.

((KA)) June is a hard month for me as it is anniversary of b-day in addition to Father's Day. I tend to despise the whole dang month in general. Reading your positive words about rememberance of your father gives me hope that someday I too will be able to speak what I never got to say when my father died a quarter century ago.

I think your words to your father were beautiful and I know he'll hear them.

(( a loving daughter and a kind person kathyanita ))

(((((kathyanita)))))

Thinking of you today.

to paraphrase the lyric at bottom:
last night/this morning I , like a faithless child wondered out that open door again. . . but I also found my way in . That means for all time it IS possible to retreive yourself bound by love to do so.