[vampyre love]

Me and my best friend Lolly were like twins, we had known each other all our lives and were inseprable. I have already posted a thread about her tragic death and how i had to watch it ( called I watched my friend been stabbed to death (please read it)) when i was seven. Today i was sorting out all my picture from when I was younger and I found 2 files filled with pictures of us too together, as soon as I saw them I burst in to tears, I cryed for hours and now just thinking about her make tears run down me face, I wish it was me how had been killed or even both of us so she wouldn't of had to go through all of this pain. I see her face everywhere, Memories that were forgoten have come back and it hurts some much, she was the better person so why did she die? And why did i have to make her come to the park when she didn't want to? its my fault she died! so is the pain i am suffering from a punishment?

[lynn P.]

I responded to your other thread and I'm sorry for your friends tragic death. I hope you're receiving the proper counseling from witnessing this traumatic event. I don't believe for 1 second, this is your fault - it's that awful man's fault. Did they find out who did this??? You don't deserve to suffer for her death. For some reason God wanted her to die that day.

When I was 20 and my mother had a severe stroke and was in danger of dieing - I remember praying to God, so I could take her place. Now that I'm older I realize this isn't the right way to think. We shouldn't de-value our own lives - therefore you deserve to live and have a fulfilling life. Your friend wouldn't want you to be sad .

[vampyre love]

no the case went cold after 6 months

[wottesworthgurl]

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