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Dec 16, 2005, 09:17 PM
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Today was my teachers funeral. I did not cry. My mom made the comment that i should not cry over this. So i didnt. I want to cut. Allready have too. But its either that or cry and crying is not allowed. The funeral was so sad. I saw my classmate Pat cry. he was her nephew. I saw people from school including the principle which we made eye contact. I saw my teacher in the casket. Grey in color and very little hair. She looked like she was sleeping. As im typing this my eyes are watering. But i cant cry. This is something u dont cry about. I also saw her grandkids poor kids loosing there grandma when they are still in the beginnings of elementry school. I saw the doctor that she was best friends with who diagnosed her with cancer. The funeral was nice. Scared me a bit cause im surrounded by a different religion and felt odd that i was the only one who didnt pick up the bible or sing the hymms. I couldnt. I dont want to go back on my religon. I felt as a stranger in the church. Like i barley knew anyone. The only person who knew me and loved me was now dead. She understood my beleifs and my problems.
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Dec 16, 2005, 09:33 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{{BlackDragon}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry for your loss!
  YES! YES! YES! You DO cry when you lose someone dear! The ability to cry for sorry, for happy, or whatever else... is a GIFT! Don't waste it! CRY!
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Dec 18, 2005, 12:57 AM
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I know this is very hard on you. You need to cry. Crying is a good thing and should not be repressed. If you don't cry about this, the cutting will get much worse, along with everything else. This you must do! You can't get over her without crying, either. I don't think you want her death to keep you from living. Do you think she would want her death to bring you down so much? That it would drag you down forever? That is why you need to cry about this...over her.
Please hang in there.
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Dec 18, 2005, 12:59 AM
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Saddened to hear about your loss BlackDragon.
We all grieve in different ways. I also rarely cry. So, I hope that you will find some way to let out your saddness, hurt, and pain. I will be thinking of your teacher's family and you. |
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