[benny200]

I think the world would be better off without me, does anybody have any thoughs about my feelings?

[Leed]

What makes you think that? GOD put you here for a reason! He does NOT make junk. He does not put us here just to take up space. And believe it or not, we ARE put here by God -- we are not a mistake.

So if we're put here for a reason, it's up to us to find out what that reason is. Sometimes it take a while to find out what the reason it. It might take years. But eventually we'll figure it out. We always do. We just have to TRY. It might be thru our job, our hobby, we might find it by accident, thru friends, whatever. But we'll know when we find the reason.

You can't give up --- You ARE important to people -- to family, relatives, to friends, to US. You make a difference on this earth!!! You have no idea!! Don't EVER give up -- it would be a tragedy!! Please believe that!! Just get the help you need for depression. God bless and please take care --- will you?? Hugs & love, Lee

[Bulinka]

We think sometimes we're not important for other people, we don't have any reason to live, only solution is just give up. But for sure there is at least one person you're important for. And this is already enough to don't give up! And you have the whole community here!!! So look how many people are around you and for you! Leed has right, there is some reason why we're here. Even if it's hard to find out why and for who. But some day you'll know that and what is sense of your life. Just like we all. Just don't give up and look for it! Try, you have to, everybody has to try to find it Take care and don't forget - you have lot of people here!!!

I was saying the same thing to myself a year ago.
I took enough pills to kill a horse.
Went into a coma for 3 days, then woke up.
I was sick as hell w/ all the poison I injested.
I realize I was not thinking of anyone but myself.
I didn't think about who would need my help.
My thoughts and actions were selfish.
I could tell you the very, very important things
I have done since then, where I was desperately needed.
Live your life out till its time to naturally die.
I have been so surprised about the things that happened
for the good, and they were just coming to me from around
the corner. Wait and see what happens tommorow.
Things don't happen right away, but they will,
and you'll be there.

Be Tuff!

[shezbut]

Your feelings aren't real unusual. Depression often makes these thoughts appear to be facts. But, they aren't facts. They are merely feelings that you are fighting right now. I've chronically fought thoughts like these for years, but every now and then, I can see that I'm wrong!

Times like those are reminders to me to keep holding on ~ keep fighting my impulses, talk with my T about how I'm feeling, and go to the hospital when my temptation to end my life becomes overwhelming & feels more and more intense (with planning in my head). When you're planning, you need help asap.

Either way, sound like you should seek help from a T. When thoughts like those pop up in your mind, push them back out immediately. You can fight these thoughts!

hi are you okay?

i've not seen you post since your message

hugs