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Jun 11, 2013, 03:21 PM
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Loss of any kind efforts the heart. Death effects my soul. For others I send prayers. For myself I can pray.
But, for this personal loss - I stand, sit, sleep, walk in sadness that words cannot express. I am the oldest of four sisters - 52. 2/-1/2 years ago my sister age 48 passed horrifically. Now the next sister who was also 48 took her life. That lives the baby sister who is 46. The gap - This one can't be filled. I'm having awful, unexpected emotional set backs, new traumas, new/old triggers. Not doing so well. Death of the two middle sisters. At age 12 I had no longer lived at home with them, but lived in foster homes due to our abusive parenting. When the memorial pictures were shown they were of only the three girls. Not taking anything from my loving sister passed - Triggers of that age and past abusive childhood for us all has more than reared it's ugly head - It is taking over. If we had, had a healthy up bringing both sisters would still be here. I'm sick, shaking, grieving, lost, confused, angry, hurt, sorry, sad - I don't know where I am. Just to continue with the steps I've been taking which have never been healthy. This seems unbearable, but we lived through much unbearable.... Yet death seems to be our families why of coping. This is a horrible horrible horrible thing Love, Blessing, Prayers to you all
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Jun 11, 2013, 04:12 PM
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I am so so sorry for your loss hon.
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Jun 11, 2013, 08:23 PM
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Your post hit's home in so many ways. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Jun 11, 2013, 09:34 PM
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STARLITE, I am so sorry for yet another loss for you..I can't say anything that will take away the hurt, only I know that God will help you deal with your grief..He is always there even when we feel He couldn't possibly be..To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord..I pray that you, your family and friends lean on God for your strength. I will keep you in my thoughts.......Be Blessed...♥
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Jun 12, 2013, 03:29 AM
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I'm sorry for your loss Starlight
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Jun 12, 2013, 04:51 AM
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I am sorry
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Jun 20, 2013, 12:43 AM
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You are not alone, father took his life this past Saturday before Father's Day.. I feel the same way, u couldn't of said it any better.
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Jun 21, 2013, 08:39 PM
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((((((( Starlite! )))))))
Peace to you and all your sisters... 
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