[mzunderstood79]

I am completely and utterly broken
I want my Daddy

[gayleggg]

I feel the same way about my Moma. I miss her so much. When she died, I really thought I would cease to exist. I didn't know how I would continue life without her. I survived but it still hurts. She's been gone 4 years now.

I will tell you it gets easier but it will always hurt and you will always miss him. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and you will get through it.

[healingme4me]

3.5years since my mom passed on, there's some good days, and there's some bad days, and a bunch, in between. There was only a 20 year difference, between her and I. She was more than a mom, she was more like a sister to me, in many ways. Even, so far, that as I grew up, and went anywhere and my maternal grandmother was there, that was oft the comment, made. I don't cry, as much, as I feel I could...

[bellakat18]

Originally Posted by mzunderstood79

I am completely and utterly broken
I want my Daddy

I'm sorry for your pain and agony. I know it's hard right now, but in time you will make your life extraordinarily brilliant just as he knows you will.
I lost my Grandma Annette a year ago and it's still very hard to get up in the morning and act like everything is okay. It's not okay but I know that in time it will eventually be better than just okay.

Keep your chin up.
When my Grandma passed away I started to go running so I could fly with her for awhile. You could try that.
I do that with my Grandma Annette. We even have dream dates and I talk to her in my dreams.

Keep going strong,
K

[lostfeeling25]

I can relate. My mom died 2.5 years ago and it feels like yesterday. I miss her every second, but lately I just can't understand...why? I'm so angry about it. My aunt, who was like a mother to me, passed away 6 weeks prior to my mother. My family has never been the same, life has never been the same.

[friendsonly6]

I understand what you mean

[tametc]

So sorry you are hurting so much. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[growlycat]

It hurts to read this but I wanted to send hugs to all grieving

[Rzay4]

I miss my brother every day and it's only been eight and half years. Darn this living to one hundred years.

[Citrine]

I relate Mz. I cried for my Dad this morning. Its 6 years. Christmas is coming and its the 6th without him. I used to love to make him dinner. I send him back home with enough food for a week. Before I was eating my dinner, english breakfast and the hash browns were the best ever. I nearly burst into tears as he would have loved them. I swear I heard him say, `hey they are nice love' Sometimes it hits me, Im alone. The people that made me are gone.

We have our memories and if you can, go to a little daydream, even for a few minutes that you are doing something nice with him. Something you used to do. It helps me.Hugs to you and all that miss their loved ones on here.

Sorry for all that are here. I lost a very dear friend a few months ago and am still grieving. He was a special person and we shared so much together that I find it difficult to go on. Life will never be the same without him. We were so close. In my search for a release of my feelings, I found this website. Maybe sharing will help?