[falling star]

I am so sad and miss my family so much. I loved them so much and they loved me. I have to admit, if I knew for sure I would see them again, I would take steps to be with them. But I am afraid all I have left are the memories I haven't forgotten. Oh to live again with those moments and laughs. The hugs, talks and tears with my mother, grandmother, grandfather. The trips to the beach and fishing on the pier with yucky worms. Looking at my grandfather's chisiled face of a real man. People that made me proud to be related to and in their family. I loved them so much. I personally haven't amounted to much. I have no family of my own and lost my chance to be a great mother and grandmother. I missed my chance to have a family, so I am just filled with memories and sadness as I leave everything behind, but still have a small hope they are waiting for me. If only I knew for sure. The pain gets so bad.

[falling star]

A lot of people read my post. No one replied, but I talked to Jesus and He did. Thank you Lord for helping me feel better.

[gayleggg]

I'm sure with such fond memories of your family, they are waiting to hear from you. In the end family is all you have. Make at least an attempt to contact them and let them know you love them. Let them have the chance to tell you how they feel.

When my mother was dying my counselor gave me the best peice of advice ever. "Don't let anything go unsaid". The day before she died I told all the important things, including I would take care of my Daddy. That was her worst worry was who would take care of him. I feel she rests in peace. Which left me feeling I had done what I needed to do.

This is probably more information than you needed, but I'm bad about talking too much.

[falling star]

Thank you so much, but my family is already dead. I miss them so much.