[Numbers]

My granpa died not so long ago. I miss him so much. I went to see his grave this weekend since I have not been allowed to go to his funeral because of a family dispute. Seeing his grave just made it all too much to bear. I want him to come back. I don't want him to be dead. I don't know what to do. It's wrong that he died. I hate myself for not seeing him more often. I don't understand it, I want my granpa back.

((((((((izzy))))))))))))
I am so sorry. I know your Pain. SO sorry you having to go threw this. All you are feeling is part of grieving! My heart goes out to you. Never hate yourself if you can. You did your best. He knows you love him. Crying with you! So sorry Izzy!

(((((((((((((((izzy))))))))))))))))))

i too am so sorry about your loss. he is stillwoth you in spirit.
you have your lovely memories, as i said to lucky, buy a locket and put a picture of him and you in it, then he will always be close to your heart. write a poem to him, cry for him, he has ended this life and gone on to the next, it's my opinion you only leave behind your body - your sould goes on.
sending you loving hugs, e.mom xoxoxoxox

for your grandpa xoxoxoxo

[Numbers]

Thanks both of you. Maybe someday I can write a poem. Words won't come right now. Thanks for caring

[Soidhonia]

(((((((((IZZY)))))))))
I am sorry for your loss. I hope you feel better soon. It is hard losing a grandparent, but you did the best you could in seeing him when you could, there is no blame in you not seeing him more often. Your grandfather is at peace now and I feel that your grandfather would want the same peace for you, and for you not to suffer over his death. Take care (((IZZY))). Soidhonia

[DocClyde]

(((izzy)))