[third_try_33]

Everything seems to suck right now. My boyfriend of 3.5 years broke up with me over Christmas. I'm a student so we'd been apart for a while and I could tell things weren't right between us. I wanted to sit down and talk about it and try and figure things out but I never even got the chance. He broke up with me 5 days before I had to fly back to school. Even though it's been 6 months I can't stop thinking about him and how much I miss him. We're now back in the same city so it makes it hard. Especially since he's already found someone to replace me, even though he broke up with me so he could be single and take home different people all the time. I can't get him out of my head and it's driving me crazy. I miss him so much even though I know he's not the same person he was when we were together. Hopefully it's just a phase and he starts to take more care about his life because even if we're not together I still care about him and I'm disappointed to see where he's going right now. It's so hard to see someone you love and not be able to say anything. I think I need to tell him how I feel, knowing full well he won't care at all. At least then he'll know. I just wish somehow I could never think of him again.

[SeptemberMorn]

If I was you, I'd find something, anything that would take my mind off him. It's a lost cause. He broke up with you and he found someone else. Nothing you can do will change anything for him. Accept what is and give it your darndest to move on.

The way I look at things, if someone doesn't want to be with me, why should I want to be with them? Why want to do him any favors? He has to learn the hard way... like all of us.

What's given freely from the heart is ever so much better than what is taken or forced. Let him go!







<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

[Butterfly_Faerie]

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<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>

[gloria]

Find something you can do that you really enjoy and would take time off your hands. If you are busy, you won't hink so much, and who knows, in the process you might find somebody!

gab

[shakes]

I completely agree with Gloria and Fuzzy. I met my boyfriend when I was not even looking for anyone. It is funny how things like that work.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>