[gege808]

This was a while ago but in November 2001, i lost my mom, not my biological mother but she raised me from when i was a baby. She past away from AML leukimia. Ever since her death i have never been the same. Even after all this time i have still not really gotten over it. I barely cried, and that bothered me. Even till now i have a hard time crying. Sometimes when i am alone i think i hear her laugh or when i laugh we laugh the same. I have tried to talk to my girlfriend about everything but every time i start to tear i just stop saying any thing. So much runs thru my mind about that day, i cant stop thinking about it. I can still see her on that hospitol bed in a coma. I cant get it out of my mind and i want to. I do not know the point of this post. Just neeeded to vent a little i think. Thanks for listening.

[Christina86]

(((((((((((gege808)))))))))))

It takes time to heal from grief over losing someone we love. Have you tried talking to a grief counsellor about this?

Good thoughts to you.

[I_WMD]

gege >>> just a thought ..... Do ya have a Good Pic you could blow up and frame and hang on wall ?

If ya do ,,, This might help change that mental picture.

[gege808]

No i have never been to any type of counsler, except for the behavioral t when i was in high school. Even then i never seriously talked to her. As for the picture thing sounds like a good idea.. thank you guys for the help, i greatly appreciate it..

[I_WMD]

. gege I let the feelings that breath heavily from the eruption of the mountains >> give you the strength for you and yours next journey ,,,, follow the path that finds the land most easily transversed >>. and try to allow the memories to hold their place that is bound within the Earth.

Take care gege >>> WMD.