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#1
Oct 13, 2008, 09:04 AM
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Stella Pauline
June 16, 1934-October 11, 1993 mama sometimes it is so hard to believe you are gone. I even think at times I need to pick up the phone to call you to share news with you. Not that you would have cared much. I wish we had had a different relationship and that you could have loved me like a mother is suppose to love her daughter. I hope you are at peace. Elaine |
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Oct 13, 2008, 11:59 AM
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(((((((((((((bebop)))))))))))))))
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Oct 13, 2008, 01:46 PM
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thanks hon
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Oct 13, 2008, 03:34 PM
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(((Bebop))))))
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Oct 13, 2008, 04:05 PM
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(((( Bee ))))
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"There are things we need to forget and forgive, Sometimes we have to try and shed the damage we don't need." Silverchair- All Across The World |
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Oct 13, 2008, 04:16 PM
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thanks everyone. not sure why it is bothering me so bad other than it just turned 15 yrs on saturday. I wish I could just forget about it and move on.
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Oct 13, 2008, 04:24 PM
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i hope i dont overstep in any way (((Bebop)))) in time you will understand and be allowed to release the pain of losing someone you love so very much.. maybe for now you are letting yourself feel the good of the times you shared and no matter how sweet the memory it is followed by the pain of the loss you are feeling...
i pray you will feel the positive, strong, loving connections in your life... i pray you will let the strong, positive, loving feelings live beyond even death... i pray you will feel love always (((Bebop))) |
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#8
Oct 13, 2008, 06:52 PM
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she was my abuser. one day maybe I will tell the story.
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Oct 14, 2008, 12:53 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Be}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I hope some day soon you can reach the place I'm at and allow yourself to put the bad memories behind you and remember the good. I've come to the point that I can love my mom just as she was.
I still wish I had had the mother I needed but God had other plans. They all turned out for the best.  Remember, He makes old things new.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. |
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Oct 14, 2008, 08:02 AM
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I am really at that same place hon. Just sometimes I long for a loving mom and not one that beat me. I always loved her no matter what she did to me. I could have hated her so easily but God says to honor thy mother and father. Maybe what is going on now is that my Dad is having so many health issues and he is 79 now and I know in my heart that with the issues and age I won't have him a long time. I do remember a few good times with my mom and that does bring comfort to me. thanks hon.
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Oct 19, 2008, 05:44 PM
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(((Bee)))
My dear dear Bee I love you so much sweetie 
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Oct 19, 2008, 08:16 PM
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honeyclyde you are my rock. I love you too hon.
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Nov 03, 2008, 09:49 AM
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my heart goes out to you ...... Its so hard to loss a mom or a parent.. But when there were issues it can be even harder ..I understand The phone thing i truly understand... You are a good person, I wish she had given you the love you deserve... My prayers are with you ...... please know i care muffy |
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