last of my abusers gone

Well, I said goodbye to my dad today .... I've always come a poor third to my step siblings, I get cards out of duty ..... so both my parents are out of my life in order to heal ....

I've never done anythng wrong, just born to two selfish bastards who couldn't give a **** ......

sorry this is depressing .... just needed to vent

Jinnyann

I admire you jinnyann. This is something I have never, ever, been able to do. (It drives my p-doc crazy, lol.)

Seriously. It takes an incredible amount of strength and self-determination/care to put yourself first. Good for you.

(((((((((((( jinny ))))))))))))))))

Another step taken in your healing quest. I feel the same as Orange....admiration for you in that you are working hard to move past the past and into your own positive future.

I understand how difficult it is.....our perceptions and reality don't always go hand in hand. Be well jinny.....I know you will!


sabby

(((((((((((((((((((((((orange))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((((((((((((sabby)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I needed your words so so much ,,,,,,, thankyou both ..... for having faith in me ..... had my meds upped ..... have to go see doc on Wednesday morning too ..... they're so against giving out anxiety pills here in the UK ...... just to let you know you have given me strength with your words .... thankyou dear friends ....Jinny xoxoxoxoxo

(((JinnyAnn)))

May the doors of healing be open to you now... you deserve happiness.