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Old Nov 27, 2008, 09:24 PM
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Dedicated to those in my family who died by their own hands . . .

Dear dead family,

%$#& - @*$





Love,

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Old Nov 27, 2008, 09:28 PM
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(((OrangeBlossom)))))))) sending you my cares always and i will raise my fists and yell with you for those who passed and it may have been avoided... some of my friends and family must have been very similar to your cared for ones.. let those of us who survive speak now for them as we send them our full prayers and wishes that they now are in a safer place...
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Old Nov 27, 2008, 09:29 PM
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(((((((((((((((orange_blossom))))))))))))) I'm sorry you've had to go through this. I'm sorry the holidays are so hard. Sending you my love.
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Old Nov 27, 2008, 09:30 PM
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Old Nov 27, 2008, 10:06 PM
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*** THANKS EVERYONE ***

Bad day. It'll be okay tomorrow.
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Old Nov 27, 2008, 10:14 PM
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Old Nov 27, 2008, 10:54 PM
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(((((((((((((((((Orange))))))))))))))) I care.
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Old Nov 28, 2008, 03:13 PM
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Old Nov 28, 2008, 06:16 PM
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Dearest (orange)))))))))))))))))))))))) my friend , my unbilocail sister
Please know i totally understand your letter
Wish I did not...
I understand your anger at it.
I also understand the pain that goes with it
and the tears that are shed...
((you matter very much to me))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
we can send our family letter together if you want?

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Old Nov 28, 2008, 07:02 PM
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((( Nutty Bud )))

((( Muffin )))

I just wonder sometimes when they were sticking needles in their veins if they ever once stopped and thought about those that loved them. Those that worried. Those that wept for them.

I don't know why I torture myself. I know the answer is no. They were professional heroin junkies for cryin' out loud. Only one thing on their minds.

Selfish bastards.

At least when I get mad at my father for dying, I can understand (well, now as an adult--but not as a little kid) that it is the natural order of things, that parents are supposed to die first. My letter to the dead
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 05:03 AM
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no words can explain how or why they did what they did to them selves or why they could not think about those that would be left behind after there mistakes,

hopefully others out there in the same situation learn before its to late
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 08:51 AM
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I'm sorry you are hurting. You have every reason to yell, kick and scream in my opinion. Take care of yourself.

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Old Nov 29, 2008, 03:06 PM
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 07:27 PM
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((( Nutty Bud )))

((( Muffin )))

I just wonder sometimes when they were sticking needles in their veins if they ever once stopped and thought about those that loved them. Those that worried. Those that wept for them.

I don't know why I torture myself. I know the answer is no. They were professional heroin junkies for cryin' out loud. Only one thing on their minds.

Selfish bastards.




At least when I get mad at my father for dying, I can understand (well, now as an adult--but not as a little kid) that it is the natural order of things, that parents are supposed to die first. My letter to the dead

((((((((((((((((orange))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Because of thier ill health they could not think beyond the next fix
You think about it because you love them and your sad. ((my friend))
((and it hurts)))
my sister could not think beyond the next coke fix. By then it was not her talking or thinking.
my dad was so sad he could not think beyond the pills and booze he drank. while ill before leaving.
You my friend are a very brave and strong person. I know it hurts.
I know the tears well...please know i care as always
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Old Nov 30, 2008, 01:32 PM
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(((((orange)))))

Im here for ya,

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Old Dec 01, 2008, 02:26 PM
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(((((((((((((orange))))))))))))
no words can explain how or why they did what they did to them selves or why they could not think about those that would be left behind after there mistakes,

hopefully others out there in the same situation learn before its to late
thats awesome ((((Katheryn))))) ((all)))) ((Orange)))))))))
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