[razeljenny]

I been doing many things wrong physically at the end of the summer.

I abused laxitives, ate food off my list, started smoking again after being quit for 17 years, and overspent money in wrong ways too. my lights are set go out on 15th, can't pay the other utilities, because bought son school stuff, including his bike (costs)

So physical sickness is in my body and I need your prayers or some encouragement.

Head is throbing, have ear infection, bowel are over worked even without laxitive, puking for no reason, real bad symptoms. Love robin

[razeljenny]

Still am physically shakey. Just in mania and physical problems. Appreciated are your prayers and positive healing energy. I would like to just keep functioning and it dosen't have to be high quality, I just want to feel like I want to continue despite my setback

[razeljenny]

Feeling alittle better in that, I will proceed with school anyway. My electric bill got paid today. An agency helped with it.

My son looks great in his ROTC uniform.

I got back on my herbal medicinal diet for BP and for health improvement. I am so sad. I don't feel really good. I didn't smoke and have no intention to and helped a young man stay off smoking today.

I did not use lax. today and ate only right amounts of food.

I started to talk to the right people for emotional support and asked them for prayer which took my guts to do.

I avoided those that talk down to me. I stayed out of those places which was hard.

I feel fat, sleepy and scared. I am going to keep going out of the house and keep putting one foot in front of the other. This will have a positive effect on my poor physical state of health. I know this will improve me by keeping on keeping on.!!!!!!!

[Rhapsody]

[January]

((((((((((((((( razeljenny )))))))))))))))))

It sounds like you are doing a wonderful job of self care. Keep on keeping on.

Hugs,

Jan