[jrae]

why is it the one time you want them to find something (or figure things out), they don't?!?!

after reading a message from my specialist doctor, i kinda just broke down. the mystery continues, as to what the h**l is going on & causing my symptoms! and it's maddening -> truly is.

i'm the type of person who never goes to the doctor/clinic unless i HAVE to. but what i've been thru and will still have to go thru, has me so beyond overwhelming exhaustion that i'm ready to say the h**l with it. and tonight i actually started crying!

and then i cried more cuz i miss my aunt! she'd be the only one who would know what i was feeling, know what i was going thru, and even know the words to say to what i'm suppose to do!!!

-> i'm ready for my hiatus now - blank knows i need it

[ six injuries in five months doesn't help much either ]

[Skeezyks]

Thanks for sharing your frustration. I hope that, in some way, you will be able to begin to get some answers soon.

[zapatoes]

Sorry you are going through this and hope you get well soon.

[jrae]

thanks you guys!

it's been hard, especially recently. what started out last summer as a 'small thing' with my hands, as turned into something now affecting all four limbs! my symptoms list continues to grow as well -> it's all concerning to me, even if things appear small to others.

it seems to be affecting my nerves and muscles. and my tests so far haven't been very helpful. so who knows...