[Mountaindewed]

In over 12 hours. I just barfed up all my meds. I've just eaten a few bites of mashed potatos and water since 10AM. I have severe heartburn too and nothing is helping it.

Edit: man I just went into the bathroom and just projectile vomited a ton of stuff. After I just stood there coughing and gasping for a bit. When I came out my cats were walking around all freaked out.

And I still have the really bad heartburn.

My blood pressure is 141/93. I'm trying to relax

[unaluna]

Why are you surprised? You eat things that are not on your allowed foods list, then of course you get sick from them. If you cant stop eating things that are bad for you, then should you tell your drs that? What kind of compulsion is it? An addiction? Psychological or physical? Have you been screened for Munchausen?

[Mountaindewed]

Munchasen? What are you talking about? I was worried too because of everything everyone has been saying on here about me faking stuff and I asked my doctor how do I know I'm not just a hypercrondiac? And he laughed and said "your not one. Hypocrondiacs don't have high hearts."

I've been the one trying not to make this into a big deal. Its my mom and my doctors who think something is wrong. I just wanted to go home and sleep after I saw the doctor on Thursday instead of getting tests done.

I am frigging exhausted from this all and I don't doctor shop either. I've had the same doctors since I moved 4 years ago and I go to the same ER too.

But yeah everyone on here saying I'm faking stuff is making me not take my heaIth issues very seriously and
I'm not sure thats safe.

Yeah. Now after reading that I think I'm not going to call my doctor this morning about things that have gotten worse since yesterday.

[unaluna]

Munchausen is not about FAKING. its about CAUSING. like when you drink soda when you really should not. Or have coffee. Or eat high fiber (all those raspberries?) Or high fat (mcdonalds for breakfast?). I dont think you are faking. Like many people on these forums, i think you are self harming. You might eat correctly for a meal or two, but then that good feeling becomes too hard to bear and you "crave". Its hard to change.

[divine1966]

What’s “high heart”? I never knew you have heart disease, what’s the treatment? What’s your diagnosis?

I don’t think you are faking but I think you eat stuff you shouldn’t. I know I eat stuff I shouldn’t. So no judgement here. But there’s no mystery. I eat fat so I have high cholesterol. I eat junk so I have upset stomach etc There’s no confusion why and what is taking place

So I get it. It’s hard. It doesn’t mean you are faking it. It just means you are doing things you shouldn’t