[MuddyBoots]

Didn't realize how much water I was drinking until I was about to throw up and my head felt like it was going to burst (drank some chili sauce and replaced the water with pedialyte and felt better pretty quickly). Pretty sure what is going on is some kind of pelvic organ prolapse too. The nurse said what I'm explaining sounds like hemorrhoids, but I've had those in the past, and this is an entirely different feeling. This is closer to when I had urinary retention and my bladder got distended/almost burst (and now I guess I have abnormal wall thickening because the stupid nurse told me to keep drinking water until my bladder scan and I knew it wouldn't be fun but I only obey when I shouldn't I guess). Except that feeling is closer to the backyard. I have to have a pad because standing up=**** leakage.

The nurse's lack of giving a damn and google point that it's not a "medical emergency" (well, google says water intoxication is but I think I'm good there now, I've been peeing and gradually the color is coming back), and go back to my PCP soon, might even hear from her about lab results from last appointment sooner (based on all my last labs I think at this point I'm just chronically hypoglycemic).

Felt like I was in trouble with the principal today. Not even scared of the principal, just afraid what others'll do/say/scream/throw when they find out I got in trouble with the principal.

I don't really know what the metaphor was there but maybe it made sense at the time so I'll leave it.