On Tuesday night iended up in hospital again with the pain in my side. Naturally i thought the cyst had grown on my ovary, i had to have morphine for the pain. The scan showed the cyst hadn't grown, the lady who scanned me said it could have burst casuing the pain, but the consultant said it was proably a bleed in the ovary.

What i need to know is, has anyone else had this problem where they've had the same pain and then been told there isonly a small cyst there? They are still REFUSING TO TAKE THE flaming thing out. My time in hospital this time was awful, full blown anxiety attack ..... i just cant keep doing this. The pain s terrible and I'm not really getting any answers.... I'm still full of morphine, i cant think straight .... Jin

[Christina86]

((((((((((((Jin)))))))))))))))) Can you get another doctor or a second opinion? If you want it out, they should take it out!! Especially since it's causing you so much pain.

this is the trouble Christina, this is the 3rd consultant i've seen becasue when you go in as an emergency you get added to their lists (whoever is on at the time)

each one said if i have to go back in hospital they will take the ovary out .... then i see a different consultant and they want to see me again in 8 weeks ..... i just give up..... even the nurses are saying they're fed up with working for different consultants who keep coming and going, the one i saw this time is not liked by many patients or staff (the nurse who was talking to me last night told me this but said she shouldn't be telling me)

I'm still in pain tonight after sleeping all day (morphine still in system) so i'm taking codein and paracetomol .... i'm scared stiff of going back in there becasue of the way i was treated .... i'm a nervous wreck right now ..... it's prolly all in my head, the nurses are wonderful and doing thier job, but i asked one for pain relief and she told me to ask the night staff

i can't explain how it was ... my head is very mixed up and emotional right now.

jin

[thelostone]

((((((((((jinnyann))))))))))

i have bad pain again, same place .... have to pick daughter up from work at half past midnight so cant have any pain killer til then they make me drowsy ..... husband at work real early in morning ... i wishi had a scalpel to cut the darn thing out myself ..... i am getting so worked up about this and i cant go in hospital again ..... trying to breathe and calm down ...... i will take pain meds and anti anxiety meds when i've picked Dani up and go to sleep ..... i cant stand much more of it .....
i cant tell anyone about the pain .... they're all so sick of me. I'm sorry if you're sick of me too ... it just helps to write it here ...... my head is telling me thingsand i know they're wrongbut it goes on and on and on. i wish there was an on/off button .../

[ECHOES]

Jinny, keep reporting your pain by phone so they understand how much pain you're having and how much it's imptacting your life. Sometimes I think they send us away and wait to see if we come back as some kind of test for how bad it is. I'd keep in touch by telephone so they "get it".

Meanwhile, to you and I hope you feel better soon!