[bornunderabadsign]

I don't really know what I am in terms of gender. I'm male bodied but I have never really felt masculine. I have did some light cross dressing and I'm totally fine with that but I always feel like I'm just going to be a guy in a dress. I'm not okay with my standard equipment if you know what I mean. But that is not the worse part the worse part is that I'm actually jealous of some of my lady family members. Its like why did they get to be like that naturally. And what is worse than that is some of the girls in my family have just entered puberty and seeing them change into children into the young women they are becoming is very triggering to me. Am I okay? Is this normal? Or am I just sick?

[Bill3]

You are not "sick".

Have you ever systematically considered or looked into whether you might be transgender?

[bornunderabadsign]

Originally Posted by Bill3

You are not "sick".

Have you ever systematically considered or looked into whether you might be transgender?

I wouldn't know where to even start to look into being transgender. I have never been very comfortable with my body. As a kid I always played a female character in video and table top games if that was an option. I hated puberty because well I didn't really want to grow up for one thing and I didn't like the way my body was changing. I guess I never really thought to hard about being transgendered because it seemed even more extreme than the possibility of being non-heterosexual.

[Bill3]

If you google "Am I transgender?" there are quite a few hits, quizzes, etc.

What do you think of looking into it a bit more?

[Skeezyks]

Originally Posted by bornunderabadsign

Am I okay? Is this normal? Or am I just sick?

Based on my personal experience... you are okay. This is perfectly normal (whatever that is...) No... you're not sick...