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Hi all. Much love. My name is Autumn. I am a pre-op transsexual. I am set to begin HRT in less than 1 month. While this thought makes me happy beyond explanation, I find that as the day grows slowly closer, my gender dysphoria has grown exponentially. I can barely see to type through the tears that have become ever so present. I don't have a question, I just had to get this out somewhere. I have come out to my Mother, and the medical staff at the VA. It seems that the more I embrace the woman I have always been, the more I feel distant and cutoff from the body I am in. Alright, i feel the anxiety and panic beginning to subside once again. Now to meditate and slow my breathing.
Thank you so much to anyone who takes the time to read this. I love you all, Autumn Luna ![]() |
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Hello Autumn Luna: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral!
![]() ![]() https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/ PsychCentral is a great place to find information regarding, & support for, mental-health-related concerns. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. ![]() ![]()
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Hello Autumn,
I am very sorry for all you are going through. Gender dysphoria is very painful. ![]() It's very common for the dysphoria to intensify as one becomes more focused upon transitioning. I hope you have access to a therapist for support. Welcome to PC. ![]() There are several members here in different stages of transitioning, both m-t-f and f-t-m. I hope to see the Trans* community grow here. ![]() I hope you find the information and the support you may be seeking. Please make yourself at home. Jump in wherever you feel led to do so. Your first 5 posts are approved by a moderator before they appear. After 5 approved posts, you will also have access to chatrooms and to the Private Messaging (PM) system. I hope to see you around the forums. ![]() WC
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