on the narcissim personality quiz...is that bad? lol.

Amazing; get a T and discover a world of things 'normal' people don't do, don't feel, don't think and are not.

Sure, it explaiins a lot, especially when coupled with the BDP and the BP but for ***** sake, already!

[Atypical_Disaster]

on the narcissim personality quiz...is that bad?

What do you think? Is it a bad thing for you? I'm being entirely serious.

Have you discussed this with your therapist?

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

What do you think? Is it a bad thing for you? I'm being entirely serious.

Have you discussed this with your therapist?

Not yet. Friday is the day. I've been reading up on it and...whew...part of me wants to swear and part of me wants to rejoice. how messed up is that? I always saw myself as sort of an emotional vampire...I think someone coined the phrase but trust me, I had it first. lol not that that sounds NPD or anything haha

True tho....become what they want, get all the emotional high I could...get bored, move on. Then I met someone who did such similar things and I went into BDP land, hard....forgot who was driving the bus. I remember now, so, how do I feel about it? Is it bad for me? Maybe in the long run, but in the short horrid run of the abusive (emotionally and touching on physically---touching a little too close and with promise of more) relationship I was in, it's actually a better thing for me to know...who *I* am...who he is. So I can cut and run. Instead of waiting for a sort of permission...a 'last straw' so to speak.

Who I'm not. Someone mentioned a mask. Makes so much sense...never leave home without it. I'll tell my T of course....my new one...the last one was, in my opinion a little too friendly (not sexually, just...fawning...hard to explain) and I doubt it will go over well. Just a feeling. Meds scared me. I refused. I don't want to lose 'me' just to gain what others think as normal, but I don't want to hurt people or find myself in the position I was in just recently.

Wow, that last sentence had the essence of complete truth and complete lie all in one. (sigh)