How many already fall into aggression when you simply think something is happening before it does??? Doesn't this suck if you know what I mean??? My heart racing, anger it's all so misleading and confusing!!!! Calm would be so nice.......

[Atypical_Disaster]

As you know, I'm prone to aggression.

Yes, it totally sucks. I have limited impulse control so sitting around restless trying not to go crazy and do something exceptionally stupid is not something I enjoy.

Anyways, what's up with you Underground? Care to elaborate about this in more detail? I'm intrigued.

Will follow up tomorrow as I must feed the intrigue!! Lol

[glok]

Pavlavian-esque.

Are we ringing bells??? Lol anyway what I mean is to constantly live as if someone is out to get you which could be a complete stranger driving slowly in front of me and this can trigger these actions. To play out what has already happened time and time again, to let things tear you up inside to the point of shutting out or going insane. These struggles are a daily battle and yet how has this become so normal. It really is crazy how we adapt to life, to be dealt with unreasonable thoughts and thinking yet still be able to at least stroll through each day as we are like all others. Whats funny is as I get older people who I meet and become friendly with are only ones who have issues as well. All of my past and present friends all come from broken homes or some kind of issues. We really are like magnets to one another at least in my case!!!

What do you mean by 'out to get you'? Like: How dare this person do X thing in my presence, because this clearly violates the standard I require of others to abide by? Yeah, I get that! Hahahahahah the joys of entitlement & a low tolerance for displeasure.

[glok]

Self-righteous indignation?

[ihatedepechemode]

Ya I get you. Especially the playing things out based on past experiences. It can hurt but also help too

Originally Posted by ihatedepechemode

Ya I get you. Especially the playing things out based on past experiences. It can hurt but also help too

Been a while!!! How's everything?

[fabulousdivararity]

It's so annoying. I'm mad at my "best friend" right now because I'm considering ending our friendship.

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by ncisfan1212

It's so annoying. I'm mad at my "best friend" right now because I'm considering ending our friendship.

What's going on?

[Starlana]

Originally Posted by Underground

How many already fall into aggression when you simply think something is happening before it does??? Doesn't this suck if you know what I mean??? My heart racing, anger it's all so misleading and confusing!!!! Calm would be so nice.......

Yes I do that too. Quick tempered.

[Walkingaround]

I do that. Then when its really happening, i'm allready fuelled and ready to blow. even if its my imagination, I still blow, becouse i've fuelled myself up for thinking about it happening.

It does suck, i've tried to think like "we'll see when it happens.." doesent work..for me anyway.

Tension will be gone after my massage!!

[Walkingaround]

I'll book a massage then from you. Now would be good.

Still a good time?

[Walkingaround]

Originally Posted by Underground

Still a good time?

Perfect timing

On a plane yet??

[Walkingaround]

Missed it. Damn !

[shakespeare47]

Originally Posted by Underground

How many already fall into aggression when you simply think something is happening before it does??? Doesn't this suck if you know what I mean??? My heart racing, anger it's all so misleading and confusing!!!! Calm would be so nice.......

Been there.