I realize more and more that I have always expected people to be able to know what I want without having to ask. The funny part is that I would normally get bothered if they weren't listening to the voices inside MY head lol. Being able to recognize our patterns and to have the willingness to actually try to change the negatives is a start to a more successful life. I know that I do so many things based on NPD and not reality. I will say this has been MY reality prior to knowing what I am. Every night if I were to sit down and write all the things I did that day based on my "improper" wiring, the list would be very long. Whether it was a response to someone, a way I did something or even the way I looked at something and the way my mind see's it. Recognize your own flaws and being OK with it is the ultimate goal for me. I suppose empathy would be nice too rather than empathy only being about myself. Very screwed up I am, and I know at times my ways seem anything but understood. A sense of humor is also key to success!!! Anyway I am back from my travels and I look forward to hearing from all.
Best Regards,
Underground

[waiting4]

Glad you're back, Underground. You were gone so long I started to have withdrawl....I was jonesing for an 'N' fix! lol Just kidding. Sorta

[Atypical_Disaster]

I know that I do so many things based on NPD and not reality.

Narcissism as a kind of separation from reality, I'd never quite thought of it that way. That's a fascinating way to look at it.

[Atypical_Disaster]

I was jonesing for an 'N' fix! lol Just kidding. Sorta

Heh, you know you love it!

[waiting4]

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Heh, you know you love it!

Yeah....grumble grumble lol

I noticed something, btw. Even if I 'thanks for this' first, because of your chosen screen name and that pesky alphabet..you are ALWAYS first LMAO

And Underground is ALWAYS before me...that is if he feels the need to thank anyone for anything

Just observation.... (but I bet you planned it that way, clever girl!!) lol

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by waiting4

Yeah....grumble grumble lol

I noticed something, btw. Even if I 'thanks for this' first, because of your chosen screen name and that pesky alphabet..you are ALWAYS first LMAO

And Underground is ALWAYS before me...that is if he feels the need to thank anyone for anything

Just observation.... (but I bet you planned it that way, clever girl!!) lol

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, you finally noticed that eh? Very observant, hehe narcissist humor.

For all the thanks you need HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[Walkingaround]

hello There !

Allmost missed u

Hi Walkingaround,

I love the almost comment, I really do.

Keep in mind anything posted here that is bold, italic, underlined and red means something I do not believe. LOL HA HA HA HA

Your welcome,
Underground

Another funny thought. 90% of the time I read other post's and I want to respond. Somehow every time I write something it turns into something totally different then I intended. Usually my own thoughts and ideas which may have nothing to do with the original post.

Why is that???

Oh yeah I have NPD, now that explains it!!!

Unless of course they are talking to me.

[Walkingaround]

Nice to have u back "almost" can be understood in so many ways...

Well thank you, it's nice to be back!!!