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Don't you just hate it when your OCD kicks and the obsessions and compulsions take over. You start panicing and you know what is going on but you can't seem to help yourself. I hate it!!!!!!!!!
I was doing fine today then WHAM!!!
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He is still working me to make me what I ought to be... and does He have a job. Aunt Donna formerly faylowell ![]() ![]() ![]() |
#2
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OCD is a B****.
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Maven If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream. Equal Rights Are Not Special Rights ![]() |
#3
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Amen!!! Don't you just love it. NOT.
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He is still working me to make me what I ought to be... and does He have a job. Aunt Donna formerly faylowell ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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I feel so stupid because it keeps me from what I want in life, yet it is full of false anxieties. I'm not in any danger, but I have to do my rituals and handwashing and all that. What a waste for a life to be held back by meaninglessness.
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Maven If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream. Equal Rights Are Not Special Rights ![]() |
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It isn't meaningless to the person suffering.
Yes, I do hate it when the compulsions and/or obsessions cause great anxiety & take over my life. It's hell. |
#6
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I know. I found myself going through the rituals last night trying to hide it from my husband. He knew, but he didn't say anything. I really am trying to stop but I start having a panic attack if I don't. Like you, I waste a lot of time on the rituals. I am even late for some things because of them. YUGH!!!
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He is still working me to make me what I ought to be... and does He have a job. Aunt Donna formerly faylowell ![]() ![]() ![]() |
#7
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I mean that it's meaningless in that it doesn't really affect, change or help anything. Counting to a certain number isn't going to make the Phillies win the World Series, keep a car from crashing, or protect a child from tripping, and we know it, but still have to do the rituals, even though they have nothing to do with anything.
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Maven If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream. Equal Rights Are Not Special Rights ![]() |
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But to the person, it isn't meaningless, or they wouldn't do it. I'm just saying what can be meaningless to another isn't to another. It means SOMETHING, delusional or not, fake or not, it does mean something.
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I think most of the time it's both meaningless and meaningful. With me, I feel like I have to tap things for different reasons, but mostly to distract myself from thoughts. Like, I have a feeling that my brain's about to flood with terrible thoughts, and I go and tap something to distract/prevent it, or when I have a thought I go tap something to "get it out." But it's a totally meaningless action if I think about it. Tapping on a cabinet or a desk or a door or whatever, what is that? And it doesn't even really work. The thoughts come in as they please no matter what I do, but I have this feeling that if I didn't do compulsions things would get worse.. but the compulsions are really annoying but I still feel like I have to do these things. Ugh OCD is so weird.
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I count things over and over. LOL. I am a bookkeeper. I hate having OCD.
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He is still working me to make me what I ought to be... and does He have a job. Aunt Donna formerly faylowell ![]() ![]() ![]() |
#11
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I know the person with OCD finds it meaningful, but I mean in reality, it's not meaningful at all.
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Maven If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream. Equal Rights Are Not Special Rights ![]() |
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