Ocd intrusive thoughts

i may sound weird but, why do i always think that i will kill my daughter, i love her, i dont wanna hurt her, and i dont wanna see her getting hurt, but why do i always think like that, stab her like that, but i dont want to, she is my life... im very scared when i think this, feeling like im going crazy...like everytime i see a knife, then it comes fast to think to kill her, like that, i dont knw if you understand me... pls help

Hi! I am not a therapist, but I'm wondering if you aren't harboring some anger toward her. I think we all get annoyed with our children sometimes, but it does sound like these thoughts are getting too intrusive.

If you are not seeing a therapist, then I strongly suggest that you talk to one about what's going on. I'm sure these thoughts are very distressing--both for content and frequency--and you need to get them out of your head. Okay?

Hey there.
I used to struggle with homicidal thoughts constantly in the past,and I still do at times.
You're not going to kill your daughter. I know you love her. I know OCD is hard to deal with.
Are you in treatment?