ocd getting worse

Am on anti depressant clomipromine ( sp???) i had it raised from 4 50 mg pills to 5 pills 50 mg but i started to get tics ( moments i wasn't controlling ) so i drop it down to 4 50 mg again
Now that am down to just 4 am struggling a lot more with my OCD i dropped them because the tics where annoying even on the 4 50mg i still get them
My OCD is so bad that am scared that i might hit people or hurt them i cant go on the bus by myself my husband has to come with me everywhere i want to go
i have a bus pass where my husband and my self can go on the bus for free as am classed as disabled
I have other mental health problems too i hear voices and see things as well
as depression and OCD
Lately i have been only using certain plates and cups as am scared am going to get germs from any other ones
I also have an eating disorder as well
Am also chloprazine and risperdone as well ( i dont know how much am having my husband sorts out my meds because am likely to OD with them )
Am also worried about things going on in the news
things like what happening in Ukraine and Russia scares me a lot and i think bad things are going to happen people get hurt or dead and it will be my fault because i thought about it too much am think my OCD is a lot worse than what it was at the end of last year .
I see my psych on the 12th of march and av still to make an drs appointment with my dr
Am also waiting on therapy for the OCD my psych is chasing them up about that

I am sorry that you are struggling so much. it makes what I am going thru with my anxiety and agoraphobia seem like nothing. I hope that things ease up for you some. take care.