[Swaggyfishsticks]

I can't stop worrying about it . I'm finding it to feel guilt love or anything I could before. Whenever I feel bad about something, I feel it's only because I think I should. I don't know if I can say I love anyone, and that kills me. I've got people working so hard to help me, and I can't say for sure if I love them. this is killing me. I have intrusive obsessive thoughts about killing people, those won't go away. I feel evil, and I don't like it. I need help

[sideblinded]

Swaggyfishsticks, these intrusive thoughts are not something that you can just wish away. They are no normal. I would get professional help for these thoughts. They could be part of a disorder and it is best to check this out with a therapist or doctor. I wish you the best.

[Swaggyfishsticks]

I have ocd, and I'm hoping to be on prozac soon. I've heard good things about it.

[Lady Courtesan]

Hi Swaggy-

Welcome to PC. I don't mean this to sound smart assed, but if you are worried that you are-you probably aren't. Sociopaths don't experience guilt or worry about other peope's feelings and never understand the concept of love. And who doesn't have murderous fantasy's?

I could tell you about things I used to wish on my abusive husband but I'm not allowed to talk about violence in here.

PM me and I'll tell you about a site that might help but I don't want to mention it to the general public.

Time to find a good therapist, sweetie.