HOCD issues

I've been having HOCD issues on and off lately. For those of you who don't know what it is, it is where you obsess about your sexuality. I'm a heterosexual married woman who sometimes worries that I might be bisexual (even though I don't think there would be anything wrong with being bisexual).

I find women attractive, sexy even. But I have no desire to have sex with them or have a threesome or anything like that. I have only had sexual experiences with men. About once a month, I have obsessive thoughts about different things and sometimes it is the fear that I am bisexual. It can be frightening, even though I KNOW logically and morally there would be nothing wrong with being bisexual IF I were.

I think part of the issue is that I fear my husband would be upset if I ended up being bisexual. Like he would be jealous of women I spend time with. I really don't think I'm bisexual, but I keep obsessing about it.
I think I'm actually handling them pretty well mostly. I try to ignore them and I don't compulsively talk to anyone about it (talking to people about my obsessions to try to get reassurance is my compulsion). I also reassure myself in my mind and try to distract myself by focusing on other people and how I can help them or brighten their day.

Anyone have experience with this and found a way to manage the HOCD obsessive thoughts?

I've had similar issues. It sounds like you are on the right track with trying not to engage in compulsions and trying to distract yourself. I've always found watching a drama on Netflix or something to help me when I really get stuck because I find that it's pretty hard to think of something else when you are absorbed into one of those haha.