Venting

I need to just vent. Just so I don't do anything stupid.

I had a really ROUGH Therapy session today...and by the time it all sank in ... just whew it got worse.

Then my son came home from school.

Something was not right. When something isn't right with my son....I get so anxious b/c of his health history.

He's had serious health issues.

So I take him up to the doctor's, which where I live it's rush hour traffic and it's a nightmare.

Get out of my car...leave the keys in the car...get's worse! ...with the car running.

AND ...with this kind of car ..if you don't have the master key ... you need to break the window.

There is no other way in. Last summer it happened to my sister (cuz it was her car). My dad came down to help her (pissed mind you and that was only a few blocks away) ...with a hammer.

He smacked it...and left.

So now not only am I stuck with my son sick having to take hiim in, but I'm afraid to call even.

Also, I had also moved I can't really be sure if I remembered that I put the key where I think I did in case of an emergency.

Well I called. That thankfully worked out that my sister went and got it. THANK GOD. ...I was about to cry.

I bring my son in. He's really sick and now Oh BLAH

This is a bad day.

And i just needed to vent

Sorry.

(((((((((((((((((((((EVA)))))))))))))))))))

Im sorry you had a horrible day. I can relate. But I wont hijack your thread. LOL.

Oh sweetie, so sorry, how is your son? Is he okay? YUP, Locked myself out a few weeks ago. DUH, it happens especially when you are so stressed. Be nice to you. You are a mommy doing a hard job.

I'm sorry to hear that you had a rough time at your therapy session Eva1nder. Just out of curiosity, what exactly does one do at one of these sessions?. The reason I ask is because I am thinking about going in to see a pdoc myself but the last time I went they just asked me a lot of silly questions (ie; "who were the last 5 presidents?", "what do you think of when I say peaches, straw and sheep?", etc). It was like the guy was playing head games or something and I really was'nt "getting" the whole thing.

(((((((( jmo )))))))))

thank you ... lol you did make me laugh.

ty ((( wise woman ))))

He's sick...it's a wait and see right now. He's starting treatments every 4 hours and some other meds.

He's just really not acting himself, which is uncommon for him.

He has unexplainable immune problems and also his bottom lung collapses when he has respiratory problems.

Thanks for checking in with me and asking.

Hi GreyGoose

In my therapy sessions it's different then I think what your describing.

I think what your talking about is for a diagnosis?

What I'm talking about is dealing with all the "muck".

I could get a lil more specific if you wanted...you can pm me anytime you wanted if you have any questions.

Take care
Eva

Ev: i'm thinking about you and sending you and your son a hug.....and for you, a sour cream cookie and some green tea.........xoxoxo pat

(((( pat ))))

Thank you ... that was so nice of you...what would make it nicer? ...you could come and share some cookies and tea with me

Hope you are doing well and we can chat sometime...that would be nice.

Take care
Eva

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(((((( kimmydawn )))))))

I'm gonna wanna take you home with me ... besides being able to give and get so many hugs from my son...you're second on my list now... lol

we are going to have to have cybercookies some day!

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How is your son doing today?
You can always PM me if you like

Take care,
Leslie

((((Eva!)))))

Never end w/ an apology w/ a situation like that! Man! That sounded like a really bad...living nightmare! Venting is GOOD; Suicide posts are BAD:

I hope it's all over for NOW, give peace a chance! It's better ALWAYS to vent!!! It you stuff it, you'll wind up in the obits...when you vent at least ppl know how you're feeling and thinking THUS in a better position to help you thru the crisis, yes?

NEVER APOLOGIZE!!! DayZee9....

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(((((DayZee)))))

Ty so much .... I talked your ear off in pm last night

Soooooo Ty ty ty ty t yt ..... You're a life saver