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May 19, 2010, 06:32 PM
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More ***** today. Woke up feeling good not great but good is good enough. So went and talked to the school all that. Then my husband came home with the mail. I'm never ever going to check the mail again. Everythign in there was bad. First we got 2 hospital bills where we owe them money our ins. did'nt pick up. Money we don't have. Then a letter from my husband's doctor saying she was dropping him because his urinalysis showed darvicet and morphine in it. She knew he ran out of all his meds 3 weeks ago and a week after he ran out his flare started so he went to the hospital and they gave him a dose of morphine and darvicet to take home. He had an appt. with her 4 days later and told her all that. She knew his meds had run out and all that. But she dropped hmi anyway. Then I opened the next envolope and CPS is investigating us because of the whole truancy thing. That's got me paranoid and worried and anxious. THEN........ I figured I'm going to read the news paper and try to get my mind off of my problems so I open it and the first page is the obits. My cousin died. Of course no one in the family called to tell me so I read it in the paper I got today. He was 33 and died from an overdose on crack. And the weird part about all this is it came in the mail today. I don't ever want to check that box again it freaks me out. No electric or phone bill just bad news from every angle possible.
 I have such a crappy outlook right now 
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May 20, 2010, 12:48 PM
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I am so sorry about your day thunderbear. I can't imagine having a day that bad. I hope today is at least a little better and tomorrow better still. My sympathy for your cousin. Hang in there, shaggy
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May 20, 2010, 08:01 PM
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 (((Thunderbear))) I am so sorry to hear that you are going through such trying times. So very sorry to hear about the passing of your cousin. Please know that you are in my prayers!!! 
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May 21, 2010, 03:11 AM
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Sorry, thunder.
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May 21, 2010, 07:13 AM
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Wow, that is a ****** day. I am really sorry.
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May 21, 2010, 12:28 PM
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That's terrible thunderbear. I'm so sorry about your cousin. I hope that the weekend is better to you and that you feel better soon. I understand your frustration with medical bills also. I too, just paid for something my insurance wouldn't cover. Bills bills bills. blah, they can wreck a day!
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May 21, 2010, 01:45 PM
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Thanks y'all. LOL it did'nt stop yesterday either. That CPS letter I got, well I called the number on it and my mamaw my own GRANDMOTHER called them on us because my husband spanked my oldest son. Why? Becuase he was choking our youngest son and the only way to get the oldest off was to smack him on the leg (my oldest is 5'3 and 158lbs) So now my husband, pending investigation, could face child abuse charges and we could lose our youngest son. Ughhh someone once told me to not pray for lesser burdens but for broader shoulders........my shoulders must be pretty damn broad seeing as to how I have'nt A) lost my mind or B) lost my temper. Which is a miracle by now I would be a basket case or in jail for going to my grandmas house and telling her whats what. She did the same thing to my dad when I was 14 because I ran away from home and he came ni my room when they found me and busted my butt. It was the first time in my life he did that and honestly I don't blame him I needed it. But he almost went to jail over it. She's like that. But I never thought she would do that to her own granddaughter.
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May 21, 2010, 02:33 PM
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Life should not have to be so hard.
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May 21, 2010, 07:43 PM
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Praying that mamaw will mind her own business!!!
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May 21, 2010, 10:33 PM
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 Thanks me too. But if the past is any indicator that will never happen
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May 22, 2010, 08:08 AM
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Well then perhaps Mamaw needs to be taken on a tour of some of the lovely nursing homes in your area. Statistics say that ten, out of ten people get old! LOL...Just joking of course.
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May 22, 2010, 03:29 PM
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May 22, 2010, 08:15 PM
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(((Thunderbear))) Glad I could bring a smile to your face during these trying times. Wishing you well!!!
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