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Good to hear you are feeling better Isadora. What doesn't break us makes us stronger. Truer then we know.

Thanks im trying to be stronger

And you are getting stronger for the effort.

Yes but there are times i want to die :'(

I know those times too. It is so very painful to weather the storms.

Having lived through more of those times then I can count to eventually get to see the light on the other side, I ponder..... do I really want to die or do I really just need for the pain to end?

I believe the latter because when the pain eases for a time I may still be tired of the fight and still think it would better for it all to end but I am also grateful for the gifts in my life. My son, my family, my garden, my talents, my strength to run the course; to survive it all and never give up on what is yet to be revealed to me.

It will get better isadora. You will make the most of all that is your journey. You will have days of joy and a zest for life. It is worth everything to get there. Your life is precious. Dwell upon those things when the depressed voice tells you that you would rather quit. Never quit.

That made me think of this......

You are in my thoughts, isadora.

Thanks everyone and yes life will get better im pretty sure. And i have learn to be stronger. And dont think about my pains and saddness

How are you doing, isadora?

Wishing you well Isadora. Hope you are feeling better each day.

Thanks i been alright but there are times when im trying to give up on life

It is an understandable feeling. You are strong though. You will get through this.

Greetings,


Yes, well, mentally ill, or not, everyone who walks this earth feels such depression, at times. Of course, the mentally ill seem to have quite the struggle getting over such a feeling.

Nonetheless, it is merely a dark cloud lurking over you, blocking out your share of the sunshine. You can either support the cloud, by wallowing in your depression, or support the sun to shine brighter and diminish the cloud, which is bring you down.

Have a good one.

Thanks im trying to stay strong but there are times when i cant no more and i feel my life is messed up

How can we help you unmess it?

Is just my family that i feel like i cant trust them and that they are not there for me. I see other families that they are so closee together like my boyfriend family. And i feel trap.

I just wanted to pop in and say from reading this thread, I am really impressed with you Isadora! You sure are strong and a warrior as someone said in a previous post.

Gosh, you are doing so well. Good for you!

If you find homework to be stressful, don't hesitate to speak with your teachers/school counselor. If you have one. Thats what they are there for - to help you deal and learn and be comfortable in the school environment. It may be that sometimes you need a break from your homework - but don't make it a habit, as homework is an important way to prepare you for real life work - everyone takes some sort of work home with them in real life jobs, be it just thinking about and planning out the next day, or doing inventory reports(which, by the way, are INCREDIBLY boring, lol)

Anyways you are doing really well and i thought you should hear that.

Thank you so much. I am strong and i never tend to give up i always keep trying and trying. When i feel like i cant keep up with my work and drama with the family i take a break. Im always busy homework im studying for a career and on the other hand i have my mom telling me stop what your doing and help me with chores and thats what i hate that my family wants me to do whatever they want.

I think it shows you are growing up and anxious to sprout your own wings. I know my son hates it when I interrupt him with a reminder it is chore time. Perhaps you can work out a schedule with your parents for chore times or identify the chores you are responsible for carrying out every day or every week at a time to be determined by you. I do that with my son and it takes some of the pressure off both of us. Unless of course he slacks off and only then do I remind him of his commitment. You don't sound like someone who would need reminded once you came to an agreement.

Well i do my chores but still she wants me to do more and your right i want to be on my own already but also i dont have a good raletionship with my mom want her to be like my best friend someone i can tell my feelings and i dont have that i see other girls and how they are with there mother. And the more i see whenever i have a kid im always going to be there and understand and have a good relationship and be her bestfriend.

I hope everything gets better for you soon, isadora.

Thanks Byzantine i hope so too .