[tinybabyrex]

why is it that no-matter how hard i try, how much i pray, how much i give, how much i love, how much i support..........nothing good ever, happens to me???
i don't want perfect, i don't even want semi-perfect! i would settle for fair and decent., thats all just fair. why do things like this, bad things, always happen to me??
why??? i'm a loving caring person to everyone i meet, even people i don't know...............and i have waited all these years, without saying a word, without even thinking it, and now i'll i want to do is scream from the mountain top.......................HELLO, CAN ANYONE SEE ME? DOES ANYONEHEAR ME? DOES ANYONE ANTWHERE EVEN CARE?

[allthegirls6]

I hear you tiny.

People here care, i care. I dont know you but I bet your friends think you are wonderful.

IThere is something about you that makes me happy for a little moment........................ you name. Its wondeful.

Im sending you special warm cuddles.

All the girls

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((((((((((tinybabyrex)))))))))))))))))))))))))

i've felt what you're feeling so many times. it's so hard and sad to feel.

i can say...i hear you, i understand.

i hope you feel better soon.

kd

I cannot see you but I can feel you. I hear you, I hear your cry. We will try to show you that we care for you because we do.

You are here among us and we love you.

((((((((((((((((Tinybabyrex)))))))))))))))))

Time0

[katheryn]

(((((((((((((((tinybabyrex)))))))))))))))))))))))
ppl do care there are some really careing ppl on here

[(JD)]

((((hugs)))) I wouldn't settle for happiness... I want CONTENTMENT! just let me be content with the way things are. grrrrrr

[dexter]

{{{{{TinyBabyRex}}}}}

The "why" is the beast of depression. With depression, it doesn't matter if good things happen to you, you won't be able to see or feel them. The negative of everything floats to the top and any happiness at all is hidden in the dark brine of a deep sea.

I push all of my friends away and am then sad that no one cares about me. The tendency to isolate oneself when suffering from depression is one of its most horrible aspects IMO.

The key is to try to hand on to the understanding that this is the illness and has nothing to do with fairness, worthiness, or yourself. Hold on to this while seeking treatment and waiting for results. With treatment, the ability to see and enjoy the good things in life, no matter how small, will return.

Visit here often and tell us how you are feeling. You won't push us away because you will trust us and we understand. We can hopefully provide as much support and reinforcement as you need to get through this, and can encourage other methods of reinforcement, like support groups and talking with your T.

Right now, babyrex, I know exactly how you feel, and I am very much in the same spot too, feeling alone, lonely, scared, and hopeless, even though I know all of the above to be true. We can get through this together.

[SleepsWithButterFlies]

(((( Tiny )))) wow dexter has an awesome point and the post speaks for and to me also...I DO hear you Tiny and I see your existance...I am also sorry for your pain