[Greenleaves]

No matter what, I always seem to get back into my bad place....nothing seems to work.

I feel great and all of sudden I feel horrible.

I'm just so tired of the instability. I'm starting to think that nothing is going to help me.

I'm starting to think that I'm fundamentally flawed...that I will never escape having a BPD.

I need some hope.

[Rapunzel]

A member on this site who has largely recovered and isn't here very often anymore had a way of looking at that instability that I found inspiring. She just looked at it the other way around. When she started to feel down she just told herself that she had BPD and her moods change, so that means that if she just waited it out she would feel better again very soon. Would it help you to look at it that way? Try to remember that the hopeless feeling won't last all that long, and you can always come here and talk about it. I hope that you do feel better very soon.

Rap

[jagster]

Sending hope your way . Please feel better.