don't even feel like talking about it

theres a lot going on lately but i haven't even posted about any of it, and i don't even feel like it. I guess i kinda want to share it but i don't feel like having to say it... so i guess I'm writing about how i don't want to talk instead... idk... its so hard to talk sometimes... its like something blocking it.. i have a blog for an upcoming surgery and i haven't even updated stuff about it that has happened... even though theres a lot to talk about, but i just don't feel like it... then stuff with therapy that i don't want to talk about... i don't really know whats wrong with me.. it is making me feel more depressed when i don't share... makes me feel alone and cold.

Hello, krisakira. Sometimes, I get anxious about not doing what I think I should be, instead of allowing myself to feel what is happening and recognizing the processing that is going on. When the time is right, what needs to get said will be.

i dont feel like talking either i dont know what the heck happened 2 days ago i woke up seriously depressedout of no were im forceing myself to come on right now its taking everything i got to type this i just joined this web sight like a week or so ago i guess i got alittle manis not much over it so im seeeing now for the first time if this helps & right now i dont think so bummer,i hope things work out for ya as me to,
good luck moon!

(((((((moonbeem2)))))))
Sorry you don't feel like talking, it is ok, talk some more tomarrow, add a little more, what inspires you?

((((((kriskira))))))) you just don't want to think about it, it is ok to take a break once in a while, you do your best.

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