If your illness was a person what questions would you like to ask them?

Can I be your apprentice?

When you leave my mind, can you please lock the door behind you?

Cheers.

Don't you know you will never define me? You can hurt me, harass me, knock me down and hold me hostage, strip me naked and leave me for dead but don't you get that I will always get back up and I will always find a way to rise above you and your antics? I may weaken and I may come to the edge of defeat, hopelessness and dispair but don't you get that even in those dark moments when you might think you have me locked in, don't you get that you will never have any real, sustainable power over me? I will not be owned so what do you think about that you wise ***?

My question to the universe..... what lesson am I missing here that this condition is intended to teach me? I know everything happens for a reason so how about sharing that reason with me sooner rather than later?

So how about we find a way to live together without you playing all these games in my head? How about we merge our interests and move on to a new and productive way of co-exist? I don't like you anymore than you seem to like me so how about we let bi-gones be bi-gones and stop this internal fighting? Don't you know yet that you can not own me, define me or defeat me? Don't you know that while you may trick me into your darkness and leave me for dead I will always find the light and regain my personal power? Don't you know that I will never let you define me, own me or determine my future no matter how hard you try to convince me otherwise or how vulnerable I may seem to you?

If my illness was a person.....I would have some papers to serve.

Order of Protection.

Order to Cease and desist.

Order of Evacuation...you have 5 minutes to leave.......don't let the door hit you on your way out.

I served my illness with an eviction order 14 years ago.

Is 14 years a permissible period of time to continue squatting?

Some illnesses just can't take the hint ..

Why me?....

How about "though it can be scarey, try to give yourself permission to understand it and allow yourself to do your best to work through it."

And the bottom line is that "it is really not your fault so just do your best to allow yourself to continue to work through it"

as a little girl i was never given the childhood i deserved. i hated life and i hated myself. all my life i was molested and abused so i started thinking maybe GOD only put me here to be abused.