[opforgirl]

Lately I've been depressed and have a lot of health problems, because of it I've been paying a lot more attention to my life and over the course of about two years I've noticed that I have almost all the symptoms of schizophrenia. But I'm to scared to talk to anyone about it because i'm not sure if I actually have the symptoms, so if you would please help me. I'm at my breaking point.

I hear things that aren't there, like my mom calling me, yelling, radio's, music, knocks, and doorbells.

I hear voice's in my head, ok that's rude I hear Alex, Emily, and silent. They tell me to thing's like change my music, do something else, or sometimes they tell me that I should be mad and yell at people. I don't know if they are real or fake because I can't seem to draw a line between the two.

I anyway tilt my head weird and sit oddly, I know this because my families always making me stop.

I don't really have emotions and when I do they are rude or wrong.

I believe that people are controlling me from Alex's Emily's and and silents world, and that when I sleep I go to there world. They are always watching me, and I think that they control everyone around me because they are robots.

I don't know what to do, because I'm to scared my mom will find out and ground me for lying. She won't take me to a therapist because she thinks that they can't help me, even though I'm very depressed. And before you ask yes the schizophrenia symptoms showed up before I got depressed, I just hope some one can help me.

[Perna]

Hi, opforgirl, welcome to PsychCentral (PC). I'm sorry you are having these problems. I think I'd try to get your mother to take you to your regular doctor (for your other health problems) and tell your doctor what you have said here or print out your post here and ask him to read it, etc. He can probably suggest help and can get your mother to help/understand how you need help too.

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by opforgirl

Lately I've been depressed and have a lot of health problems, because of it I've been paying a lot more attention to my life and over the course of about two years I've noticed that I have almost all the symptoms of schizophrenia. But I'm to scared to talk to anyone about it because i'm not sure if I actually have the symptoms, so if you would please help me. I'm at my breaking point.

I hear things that aren't there, like my mom calling me, yelling, radio's, music, knocks, and doorbells.

I hear voice's in my head, ok that's rude I hear Alex, Emily, and silent. They tell me to thing's like change my music, do something else, or sometimes they tell me that I should be mad and yell at people. I don't know if they are real or fake because I can't seem to draw a line between the two.

I anyway tilt my head weird and sit oddly, I know this because my families always making me stop.

I don't really have emotions and when I do they are rude or wrong.

I believe that people are controlling me from Alex's Emily's and and silents world, and that when I sleep I go to there world. They are always watching me, and I think that they control everyone around me because they are robots.

I don't know what to do, because I'm to scared my mom will find out and ground me for lying. She won't take me to a therapist because she thinks that they can't help me, even though I'm very depressed. And before you ask yes the schizophrenia symptoms showed up before I got depressed, I just hope some one can help me.

what you posted could be anything...

in me these things have been called many things depending upon the circumstances that they happened in and accompanying problems, symptoms, stressors....such as dehydration, memories, flashbacks, mania, bipolar disorder, dissociation, DID, depersonalization, derealization, psychosis, hallucinations, anemia, poor diet, eating disorder, parkensons, MS, .....

we cant diagnose you here. all we can do it tell you if we went through it and what our own treatment providers called it for us.

to get a diagnosis of what is happening in you, contact your treatment providers.. a doctor, therapist or psychiatrist in your off line location.

[Hamartia]

I agree with the post above this could be anything. Usually you wouldnt know if u had schizophrenia...it would be diagnosed by others observations. Also how old are you? Schizophrenia usually starts in your early to mid twenties...the best thing is to go to a Dr. They are the only ones who will be able to tell you what they think your symptoms mean or are a sign of. I hope you get help and a sorry you are having these problems..hings will get better. Just try to get outside help and remember you're not alone.