Confused of what I have?

I feel like nothing is real, but when I keep my mind off it, it goes away, and whenever I get OCD thoughts, I usually don't feel scared.i was reading about psychotic disorders and I got scared, will I have one? I sometimes feel like nothing is real and feel like suicide to get out of it. Whenever I'm anxious I get very tired, or when I wake up I mostly feel nothing is real, but the feeling usually passed unless it randomly comes or I remind myself. I'm scared I have psychosis and it would permanently ruin my life and I won't be able to control myself, anyone help?

If you have not done this already, please consider telling your family doctor what you have written here.

((((Dude))))I agree with ICK...best to consult your doctor as soon as you can so you can start feeling better

Hi- from your other posts, it seems to me like it is your OCD that is making u worry- as it seems to revolve around worrying about people, etc, and thinking certain thoughts. Hav you talked to your doctor about medicating for anxiety and/or paranoia? If you are not currently taking medication or working with a therapist, I suggest you find yourself a psychologist or a physiatrist who can accurately diagnose and treat u because it seems from all your posts that you are suffering from crippling anxiety. Best of luck!

I am getting another therapist, it would take days for papers to go in, so I have to wait :/

((((Dude)))) in the meantime, please keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
R