[Sadguy7]

I think the biggest hero ever is zack fair from final fantasy 7
He was so suave and a true hero how he died for cloud
Also aeris loved him and they were good
But cus my bipolar I can't do anything in life and I love ff7 so much but when I see them I feel so bad about myself cus everyone hates me and I'm just a big loser

[dailyhealing]

I don't know a thing about final fantasy 7, never even heard of it actually... But I'm sorry you are feeling so bad about yourself. We can be so hard on ourselves, you aren't alone on that one! I am glad you are here and posting.

[Ones44]

ff7, I have that game... I want to play it, but I don't have the strength... I knew about Zack though. Anyways, I know what you mean... When I was playing Tales of Symphonia, especially the second one... I would look at Emil and Marta... I wished that I could be Emil... He wasn't a great hero, he had split personalities and no memories. I felt like I understood that... of course it ended with Emil being an alter of a somewhat evil summon spirit that was going to kill off humanity... and Marta's heart gets broken... There are three possible endings to the the game... Sorry, a bit off track there. But, yeah I understand what it feels like, you wish you could be as cool as Zach... but you just don't see it ever happening due to your condition. I don't know, but one thing I learned from other ffs is that often the characters are fairly broken people looking for redemption. My english teacher compares Zach to Faramir from the Lord of the Rings(not the movie version of Faramir.) Zack is a picture of a complete epic hero, one that has already achieved a rank at the epic hero lv. characters have to work and be like Zach or Faramir... everyone has to start somewhere. and it is good to look up to him as such a hero...try to emulate Zach. I mean inwardly. And no, it won't be easy. As you journey towards your redemption, just keep in mind that if people hate you for that, they are wrong and you can't be blamed. I hope that helps...

[Distantmalice]

zack is so coolxD
i wish there was a game based on him...oh waitO.o
crisis core:P
blah:P
uh...hes still awesome
don't feel bad, im sure your awesome too!
don't let your bipolarness get in the way of being your awesome self:P
just be strong and don't give up
by the way, ever played final fantasy 9? by any chance, whats your opinion on it?

[Leed]

I don't have a clue about those games, but you are NOT A LOSER! And not everyone hates you ! WE don't hate you and I'm SURE there are plenty of other people who dont' hate you.

Sometimes we get so depressed and our self-esteem gets so low that we feel that no one likes us, but that's not true. We're just so sad that that's how we feel. We need help. We need to see a doctor or a therapist. Do you have a therapist or can you get a therapist?

If you can't get a therapist, at LEAST see your medical doctor, ok? He can help you. Tell him that you're really depressed and very sad. He will help. Take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee