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#26
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Maybe I should go to the stables at lunch to be with my horses
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Right now I am just plain exhausted regardless of how much sleep. I had my terrible news about my family on Monday, but have pretty much moved beyond it. Now am just exhausted
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
#28
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I just need someone to talk to today. I'm bored at work too, which is making things worse.
Doesn't sound like my bf is too supportive on the hospital idea, but says I need to do what I need to look after myself. It sounded a bit hurtful. I'm so tired and exhausted today. But I've already said that...I can't remember things and my mind seems foggy.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
#29
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i had a complete meltdown. body and soul. couldn't stop crying. couldn't eat. low beyond description. it was like i didn't know if i existed anymore. void of all emotions. numb in the brain. felt like i had no reason to live. voice was flat. almost like in a trance but you won't be aware of that until someone brings it to your attention. that's when the floodgates opened for me.
knowing when it may begin is difficult. i was in denial i had a problem at first. finally i went and got help. my thoughts-beware of the intensity of your moods or lack thereof. others can see the symptoms before we do. if you're worried about yourself suga ![]() hope this helps you.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Thank you Madis;
I do hear it from others that I am looking tired. I know it's not so much tired, as it is depressed and flat. I want to try and keep things together
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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