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Sep 02, 2011, 04:16 PM
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Since my aunt passed away and since I am recovering from some heavy issues, I have decided to no longer celebrate my birth birthday, Sep. 7.
My new birthday is on February 21, 2011. I will still turn 44 on Sep. 7, but all I will do is thank my mother for giving me my life. But Feb. 21 2011 was the day that I chose to no longer consciously follow any more abusive messages or take any more cr*p from people. I truly was reborn that day. So that's my new birthday. (mods, if this is not in the right place, please move it. thanks, Billi)
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Sep 02, 2011, 04:24 PM
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Sep 07, 2011, 03:23 PM
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thanks.
last night I still felt the anticipation (today is my birth birthday) even though I had nothing to look forward to, like a party or dinner. One day I hope that goes away. My roommate said he wants to take me out for dinner tonight but I am afraid he will punk out again and go to sleep. Ani said he would take me out if that happened. Today is a mourning day, not a celebrating day. My aunt is dead, my mother is dead, no one to celebrate with. No family. today I mourn the loss of my aunt, abuser or not. Today I mourn the loss of simply not having parties anymore, not having friends anymore because of my d**n bpd. Not having a husband anymore, too. But my real celebrating day will be in February. Because that was the day I changed. The day that I let go of the way my aunt treated me. Today I am 44. Thank you for my life, Mother. At least I know you wanted me. Billi
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Sep 07, 2011, 05:18 PM
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 Sorry Happy un-day!
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Sep 07, 2011, 06:26 PM
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Sep 07, 2011, 06:30 PM
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Sep 07, 2011, 07:16 PM
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Well, then for now, Happy UnBirthday until the new one comes along!
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Sep 08, 2011, 12:44 AM
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thank you for everything everyone!
I had a pretty good day. Went to the beach---finally got really hot here in So CA! thank goodness no fires here (crossing fingers) now. Dunked myself in the water---still too cold lol! Did not go to dinner---too tired---Bruce was also tired. Going to bed now. Dentist appt tomorrow---ick! life goes on. I know that February 21 will be much better because it will be a day I WANT to celebrate. Billi
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Feb 17, 2013, 03:11 PM
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Ani and I are going to spend the week celebrating. It is truly a revolution against the bad voices in my head, against the insanity. I still have far to go, but it is important to know how far we have all come, too. Carol
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