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Old Aug 07, 2006, 11:09 AM
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Just to let everyone know I won't being coming back here for a long time, There are things going on in my life that no one can help me here on, I don't think any one here can help not even a T.or P. Ever sence the cancer deaths in my family things are turning up side down, My life became hell over nite. I don't even feel human anymore, When I need my Mother the most she is gone, O how I need her advice right now. I guess I have to sell everything and beome homeless ,Becouse The relationship I'm is falling a part and the way I feel isn't worth safing. The pain I feel is unreal, All this time this relationship has coused me nothing but pain and sadness.Something happen last nite that I never thought would happen but it did and I won't be with someone who does it . Lets say drinking and meds. I won't go in to detail, I guess I have to be homless to be happy ,Just maybe I'll never find that again, Where I am now has caused me pain heart brake ect..I'm @ a point that what I say couses more problems,Nothing is working out , I can't express How I feel becouse there is no words. When my mother died last yearI became alone, There is no one!!!!!!!! Here no family now friends nothing. Everything that I was is ALL MESSED UP. My mined and everthing is all messed up ,I don't even feel human anymore,I just don't know what to think and feel anymore , The more I try to speak the worse things get. Everyone I know thinks I should leave the mess I am in ,But where with no money no family to help nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm stuck. I'm a mess and I'll never find what I realy want ,I know in my heart this isn't it, I was wrong giving this a nother try ,I just thought this wouldn't happen again but it did. I have made a very wrong turn in my life and I am paying for it everyday,I am sorry PC and others I just don't know what to do with all this. I'll try to check in and check my pms.
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 01:42 PM
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red rose I know how it feels to have someone you care about abusing meds and booze. been there done that. you have to take care of yourself first!! please take care.
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 01:43 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 02:02 PM
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(((RedRose))) Please stay safe.
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 03:19 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 03:27 PM
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Just a thought, but maybe you can still check in here at Psych Central... This can maybe your support system until you can do what you feel you need to do... Is always good to have some folks you can talk to and there are lots of good folks that can encourage and support you at Psych Central... Just a thought ... k Sometimes talking about what is hurting us can be helpful.. like getting it off your chest... k
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 05:23 PM
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I'm so sorry Red Rose, I wish we could hug each other because I need a good hug myself today, I'm also dealing with the same %#@&#!. Please be strong and safe.
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Old Aug 07, 2006, 07:36 PM
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Please take care of yourself. I'm so sorry for all you are going through.

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Old Aug 07, 2006, 10:16 PM
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If anyone wants to try to help me wich I don't think any can but I'll give anything a try nothing else seems to work. Just pm me and let me know then I'll give you the info.
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Old Aug 08, 2006, 07:32 AM
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As far as putting anymore posts on is there will be none, Just pm me, I don't to couse any more problems with my posts on this subject or any other.
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