[Willow]

Dammit... I'm in such a thick bubble... I didn't even know what heather had surgery for. I'm pretending like I knew and going along with everyone else that really cares... but I'm a fake. I'm just pretending. I am very angry that I can't care like you all do. All I can do is fake it. I'm sorry I faked it. I don't know how to do this at all. I just wanted you to know that I'm a fake.

[SundaysChild]

I don't believe you for an instant, Willow. I know you to be a very caring person. You wouldn't be listening to "Depression," would you? I have been for a few days now and I've been faking most everything, too. Don't feel bad, Sweetie. You can break through that bubble with the best of us!


"It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived."

[mj14]

Willow, just because you didn't catch the post where heather said what her surgery was, that doesn't mean you don't care, or that you're a fake.

It took me a long time to realize that sometimes caring is more about doing the nice little things. I used to feel like a fake, too, thinking that I was just saying stuff without *really* caring...but the thing is, saying a nice little something to someone who needs some support *is* caring.

So, I'm sorry, but I'm just not going to believe that you are a fake, or that you don't care. We've both been here a long time, and I know better.

*hugs*
mj

[PlanningtoLive]

I don't believe it either, Willow. To admit that you were out of the loop for awhile, takes courage and caring.

I still have the utmost respect for you and always will.

Mary Alice

[deepthinker]

Hey matie,
Its been a while. Just caught your name and thought I'd pop in to say a little hello. You know the real you and i got to know a glimpse of you from a long time ago. And hopefully you realize, that your so very special.
Sending you a snuggle huggle with an extra squeeze to cheer you up.

Love ya
Deep xx

It all depends on how we look at things, and not how they are in themselves. C.G Jung

[Fuzzybear]

I've known you for a while Willow, and I can tell that you are NOT a fake! Please don't believe those lies!!

Fuzzy xx

[bptoo]

Willow, I know you feel closed off from the world. I can't read every post here, and no one expects you to either. You've been very open and honest about how you feel here, and you've been supportive to others too. I really don't want you to beat yourself up about this. I bet that there's not many of us that have missed someone who is having a hard time, but still send our love and support without really knowing why. That doesn't make it fake or our love any less real. You and I have known each other for awhile now, and you are one of the most genuinely loving and caring people I know. Nothing you can say will change that. I've never believed you were a fake, and I'm not going to start now. Give yourself a break here sweetheart.

I'll tell Heather that you send your love when I talk to her tonight, OK?

I love you dearly,
Greg

"You might as well learn to like yourself; you have an awful lot of time to spend with you."

[Willow]

Thanks Ya'll... I just get tired of doing things without feeling them. Something's missing and I can't figure out what.

I'll write more later... HUGS